Alcoholics Anonymous

Niall · Niall

.... The Oblivion Modulus. This is the nether region. This is the shadowy place under the kitchen table where the cobwebs drape and no-one ever peers. This is the hidden voice. This is the silent scream. This is the place where the angels encounter a strange blankness they can’t explain nor d...

jeannie · jeannie

Just checking in - the receptionist at my doctors office had told me I was to visit an oncologist. SHE WAS WRONG. I have to see an ecologist - a specialist of thyroid and diabetes problems. Found this out a few days ago. I would like to thank everyone who pm...

Doll · Doll

SEEDS OF FAITH Faith, to be sure, is necessary, but faith alone can avail nothing. We can have faith, yet keep God out of our lives. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 34 As a child I constantly questioned the existence of God. To a "scientific thinker" like me, no answer could withstand a thorough d...

Toni Baloney · Toni Baloney

Hi to all, Just noticed a Post down on the page that was 'Closed' , and when I read the Post, I felt certain, that this had to be accidental. Last week, when one of the Posts was closed, and then reopened, it puzzled me, so I went back to page 30 or so, and did an experiment. As Moderators, we have...

soberdrunk · soberdrunk

Can anyone relate? I have the opportunity at work to get overtime. I view this as a good thing. For some reason when the end of the eight hour day rolls around I find myself volunteering to do more. Justin the over-achiever...... The thing is I don't know the meaning of moderation. I figure if I bust m...

LisaF · LisaF

Situational Awareness Scenario: You are driving in a car at a constant speed. On your left side is a valley an d on your right side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you. In front of you is a galloping pig which is the same size as your car And you cannot overtake it. Behind you is...

Quetzal · Quetzal

Hi all, I was looking at some lovely pics posted here yesterday and it got me to check out a few that I have taken recently. The first one is a sunrise taken close to where I live. The other four are of a favourite forest walk of mine. I walk a fair bit and it helps me to relax and focus on my recovery. An...

jonibaloni · jonibaloni

missed you!!!! Are you out there???

... Jonibaloni

Robert · Robert

http://flash-movies.freeonlinegames.com/

Scott · Scott

This is, as you can see, my first post. I found this message board and registered because I need help. I'm 31 and have been drinking heavily for about two years. I never really drank as a teenager or even as a college student. Drank socially with the occassional binge throughout my 20's, but it was never o...

SheIsSober · SheIsSober

Well, today was one very depressing day. I broke down in tears throughout and when it came time to go to AA, I wept to my dad about how depressed I was and that I really didn't even want to go. He said that I needed to, because the times when you least want to face it are the times you need it most.&...

jonibaloni · jonibaloni

Scouty is one Year Old today, August 4th!!! Yaaaaayyyy!!!!!!!!! She will be getting a cupcake and scoop of vanilla ice cream... SPOILED.... LOL Jonibaloni

Quetzal · Quetzal

"I hear talk of the 'weak-willed' alcoholic, but I am one of the strongest-willed people on earth! I now know that my incredible strength of will is not enough to save my life. My problem is not one of 'weakness,' but rather of direction. When I, without falsely diminishing myself, accept my honest lim...

Phil · Phil

The Language of Letting Go. So much of what I call my codependency is fear and panic because I spent so much of my life feeling abused, trapped, and not knowing how to take care of myself in relationships. -- Anonymous No matter how long we have been recovering, we may still tend to give up our power...

DanaBanana · DanaBanana

Just thought I'd post a couple pics from our Camping trip...enjoy!

SheIsSober · SheIsSober

Hi, I just wanted to say hi! I'm 2 1/2 months sober and attend AA meetings 2 times/week, but I thought that it would be nice to have another outlet. This certainly is a tough way of life, but so is drinking, I suppose. Hope everyone is doing well!

Wren · Wren

Once I learned how to accept a call from a prison, Sunny Lynne and I connected. (first time, I didn't do something right, and it disconnected. I was scared to death she'd think I was rejecting her call.) So after ten minutes of nausea and spinning, she tried again and this time it worked. We crammed as muc...

Doll · Doll

. .TO BE OF SERVICE Our real purpose is to fit ourselves to be of maximum service to God and the people about us. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 77 It is clear that God's plan for me is expressed through love. God loved me enough to take me from alleys and jails so that I could be made a useful participant in His wor...

jonibaloni · jonibaloni

IN SPITE OF the fact that I am a recovering alcoholic, with a horrible drug addiction... have been trying hard to work a decent program, for what it's worth. Tonight I opened my mail, and I have been CONSIDERED for acceptance into an accelerated nursing program.. after breaking my anonymity on the o...

DanaBanana · DanaBanana

So we took out our new Tent Trailer on this weekend into the wilderness! First though, my day leading up to leaving for the trip was a tad hellish....found lice in my best friend's son's hair-I've been babysitting him the past couple weeks. Then, shortly...

jonibaloni · jonibaloni

I have WORTH TODAY... Why?? Not because my house is meticulously clean 24/7.... it's not. Not because I am a subservient wife, running around all day in an A-pattern skirt and apron, pretending to be June Clever..... I don't. Not because my children behave 100% of the time, are perfectly pol...

Quetzal · Quetzal

Hi everyone, I just came across this and thought of me and my HP. I wanted to share it with you. Take care, Carol ******************************* FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed...

jonibaloni · jonibaloni

"Often anger is a sign of engagement with life. People who are angered are touched deeply by the events of their lives and feel strongly about them. As an emotion, it has limitations and it certainly has very bad press, but my experience with ill people suggests that there is something healthy about it...

biteme · biteme

Alright, at the risk of being risky I have decided to post a topic here. First of all, be forwarned this isn't going to be pretty. I started out in AA, and F*** you if you don't like NA and you want to call it the other fellowship. the reason I left is in the area I live in, most of the pe...

Doll · Doll

Hi all. Just wanted to say that HillBilly's post on quitting smoking was a 2x4 right in my forehead! I used to only smoke while drinking, since joining AA as of last July I have become a "pack a dayer". Have thought many, many times, I need to quit, but find that I'm just a...

Toni Baloney · Toni Baloney

The Promises......................... If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through. We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness. We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it. We will comprehend the word serenity a...

Toni Baloney · Toni Baloney

Hi to All, I take a medication that requires a thourough rinseing of Scope, or something similar, to offset the threat of getting a Yeast infection in my gum area. Do this religously every morning, and every nite. For some reason, now have a little graveling feeling up in front of my mouth an...

diddly · diddly

I combined them for years. Always liked a shot of Nyquil at the end of a night of drinking because it was the only thing that would knock my ass out. Without Nyquil I'd drink til the sun came up. Come to find out they are a deadly combo. I'm sure my liver has suffered damage. I'm 36 and have done it since I was...

Phil · Phil

Success is doing the best you can, in as many ways as you can. It is being just and honest and true -- not in a few things, but in everything you do. Always look ahead and never look back, believe you can make all your dreams come true. Always believe in the best you can be and have faith in the things that you do...

jonibaloni · jonibaloni

August 1st.... I have 18 months today. A year and a half ago, I was a newly-wed. I had been sober for over 2 years and had gotten caught up in the blessings of a 'semi-normal life', so much so, that I was no longer putting my program at the top of my priority list. Job, new marriage (first time married at age...

Robert · Robert

why am I so fearful for a positive change in my life? I have been preying for this change, and it has come and I am now worried about the what if's - I am not happy where im at, so I am looking to leave all that behind me, but still I am worried....

Quetzal · Quetzal

(Copied from another source) Sobriety is much more than just not drinking. It is a whole new way of thinking. One of those new thoughts is that, for me, the Life Hereafter is from this moment on. I have come to know that what I do, each moment, affects my subsequent life. I create my own pers...

Phil · Phil

from "Living Sober" Alcoholism has been described as “the lonely disease,” and very few recovered alcoholics argue the point. Looking back at the last years or months of our drinking, literally hundreds of thousands of us remember feeling isolated even when we were amo...

Toni Baloney · Toni Baloney

Good Morning all, Well this sayings, are alive and well in my Recovery today, qualifying for a couple. Need to address and change them. Just the last two, had to stay in, with some eye irritation that affected my vision, so, don't drive, came up for me. And when we stay inside, and are not feel...

Doll · Doll

WE BECOME WILLING. . . . . At the moment we are trying to put our lives in order. But this is not an end in itself. ALCOHOLIC ANONYMOUS , p. 77 How easily I can become misdirected in approaching the Eighth Step! I wish to be free, somehow transformed by my Sixth and Seventh Step work. Now, more than ever, I am v...

soberdrunk · soberdrunk

Over and done! I just got home about an hour ago. Went up to my room and kind of quieted my mind for an hour like the book says and asked God to help me with the willingness to turn some stuff over which I'm not entirely ready for. I'm not sure if I posted on here about my pre-5th step thoughts. I was planning o...

Quetzal · Quetzal

Hi everyone, I have a slight problem and if anyone could offer any advice or suggestions, then that would be great. I would really appreciate it. It's my parents golden wedding anniversary next week and I am due to go and spend some time with them. As I'm an only child, getting out of going is p...

Robert · Robert

Hi there, I came back from wales early. I had to get back as my family were driving me nuts with old behavior and I do not wear that identity any more and they desperatly "need" me to get back to where I was as its a co dependent family and im the scape goat. Have been quite productive today with my c...

soberdrunk · soberdrunk

Just talked to my sponsor. He just got back from some kind of vacation for a week. 5th step tomorrow. I'm nervous as hell. Still not done entirely with the 4th. Eeegad! Finishing it is no biggy but I'm scared! Talk about overwhelming fear. I'm going to a meeting.

Doll · Doll

Today is August 1, 2006 A Great Day for Recovery! SELF-RELIANCE "The way to greatness is the path of self-reliance, independence and steadfastness in times of trial and stress." -- Herbert Hoover Today I take responsibility for my life. Today I take responsibility for my disea...

Wren · Wren

I have a huge bird flying around in my stomach right now. Just got an email from the ex I spoke to last week concerning my daughter in prison. She will be calling me tomorrow morning between ten and ten forty. It will be the first time we've spoken in so very long. I thought about throwing up on my feet for awh...

Phil · Phil

The Language of Letting Go For those of us who have survived by controlling and surrendering, letting go may not come easily. --Beyond Codependency In recovery, we learn that it is important to identify what we want and need. Where does this concept leave us? With a large but clearly identifie...

John · John

Hello everyone, This is to update you on the progress of the Miracles In Progress Cook Book. It is still be put together. I am getting 365 inspirations and motivational thoughts to put with all the recipes. I am having to be very careful for copywrites. This has become a bi...

flumpy · flumpy

hiya all, me again, just wanted to ask your opinion on something from your perspective and in your experience kindda thing. thing is i as you know have been told not to stop drinking as the withdrawals could meke me rather ill, but i use to drink more and over a longer period of time and just stoped, an...

Wren · Wren

Helping Bonds Thrive 1. The relationships you foster will become a mirror of the relationship you have with yourself. Francois de la Rochefoucauld said, "If we are incapable of finding peace in ourselves, it is pointless to search elsewhere." Learn to take responsibility for your own happiness...

Hillbilly · Hillbilly

Am new to this site and sorry that I mentioned my smoking probem, Didn't understand that any thing not related to drinking and drinking problems were off limits for discussion, the facts I am raising grandkids, and trying to better myself in any way I can is not important. I am a whole person and yes I hav...

Phil · Phil

Rarely have we seen a person fail who has thoroughly followed our path. Those who do not recover are people who cannot or will not completely give themselves to this simple program, usually men and women who are constitutionally incapable of being honest with themselves. There are such unfortuna...

jonibaloni · jonibaloni

I know this is a 12 step alcoholism site. I apologize for having redirected some posting to my smoking addiction that I am battling with right now. I am miserable and in tears over this addiction too. It is hard not to share what is going on in a lot of aspects of my life; they are so intertwined......

jonibaloni · jonibaloni

What are the guidelines of posting here.... I get off topic sometimes, part of my alcoholic ADD... Please let me know what the guidelines are, again, so I will know in the future. At what point do posts become 'closed', etc.... Just curious to know these things, for my own ability to follow gui...

Wren · Wren

You know the way "Woe to the man whose heart has not learned while young to hope, to love ... and to put its trust in life." -- Joseph Conrad How deeply do you trust your own guidance? Always trust that you know what's best for you. To move forward in your life, gather information from the "experts...

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	Welcome to .... (Preview) .... The Oblivion Modulus. This is the nether region. This is the shadowy place under the kitchen table where the cobwebs drape and no-one ever peers. This is the hidden voice. This is the silent scream. This is the place where the angels encounter a strange blankness they can’t explain nor d...	Niall	4	286	Aug 4, 2006 by soberdrunk
	Wrong information (Preview) Just checking in - the receptionist at my doctors office had told me I was to visit an oncologist. SHE WAS WRONG. I have to see an ecologist - a specialist of thyroid and diabetes problems. Found this out a few days ago. I would like to thank everyone who pm...	jeannie	6	298	Aug 4, 2006 by soberdrunk
	Daily Reflections Aug 4 (Preview) SEEDS OF FAITH Faith, to be sure, is necessary, but faith alone can avail nothing. We can have faith, yet keep God out of our lives. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 34 As a child I constantly questioned the existence of God. To a "scientific thinker" like me, no answer could withstand a thorough d...	Doll	2	327	Aug 4, 2006 by Toni Baloney
	Yoo Hoo Moderators (Preview) Hi to all, Just noticed a Post down on the page that was 'Closed' , and when I read the Post, I felt certain, that this had to be accidental. Last week, when one of the Posts was closed, and then reopened, it puzzled me, so I went back to page 30 or so, and did an experiment. As Moderators, we have...	Toni Baloney	5	314	Aug 4, 2006 by Phil
	Overworked and Underpaid! (Preview) Can anyone relate? I have the opportunity at work to get overtime. I view this as a good thing. For some reason when the end of the eight hour day rolls around I find myself volunteering to do more. Justin the over-achiever...... The thing is I don't know the meaning of moderation. I figure if I bust m...	soberdrunk	3	271	Aug 4, 2006 by Phil
	What should you do? (Preview) Situational Awareness Scenario: You are driving in a car at a constant speed. On your left side is a valley an d on your right side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you. In front of you is a galloping pig which is the same size as your car And you cannot overtake it. Behind you is...	LisaF	2	296	Aug 4, 2006 by jonibaloni
	A Few Pics (Preview) Hi all, I was looking at some lovely pics posted here yesterday and it got me to check out a few that I have taken recently. The first one is a sunrise taken close to where I live. The other four are of a favourite forest walk of mine. I walk a fair bit and it helps me to relax and focus on my recovery. An...	Quetzal	9	315	Aug 4, 2006 by Quetzal
	YOOOO-HOOOO... Hillybilly.... :o) (Preview) missed you!!!! Are you out there???... Jonibaloni	jonibaloni	12	330	Aug 4, 2006 by DanaBanana
	PICKLE? (Preview) http://flash-movies.freeonlinegames.com/	Robert	11	360	Aug 4, 2006 by DanaBanana
	I need some help (Preview) This is, as you can see, my first post. I found this message board and registered because I need help. I'm 31 and have been drinking heavily for about two years. I never really drank as a teenager or even as a college student. Drank socially with the occassional binge throughout my 20's, but it was never o...	Scott	22	395	Aug 4, 2006 by DanaBanana
	Went to AA tonight (Preview) Well, today was one very depressing day. I broke down in tears throughout and when it came time to go to AA, I wept to my dad about how depressed I was and that I really didn't even want to go. He said that I needed to, because the times when you least want to face it are the times you need it most.&...	SheIsSober	7	297	Aug 4, 2006 by DanaBanana
	My BABY'S BIRTHDAY (Preview) Scouty is one Year Old today, August 4th!!! Yaaaaayyyy!!!!!!!!! She will be getting a cupcake and scoop of vanilla ice cream... SPOILED.... LOL Jonibaloni	jonibaloni	3	277	Aug 4, 2006 by DanaBanana
	From "A New Direction" (Preview) "I hear talk of the 'weak-willed' alcoholic, but I am one of the strongest-willed people on earth! I now know that my incredible strength of will is not enough to save my life. My problem is not one of 'weakness,' but rather of direction. When I, without falsely diminishing myself, accept my honest lim...	Quetzal	1	320	Aug 4, 2006 by jonibaloni
	Owning Our Own Power (Preview) *The Language of Letting Go. So much of what I call my codependency is fear and panic because I spent so much of my life feeling abused, trapped, and not knowing how to take care of myself in relationships. -- Anonymous* No matter how long we have been recovering, we may still tend to give up our power...	Phil	3	300	Aug 3, 2006 by jeannie
	Camping pics! (Preview) Just thought I'd post a couple pics from our Camping trip...enjoy!	DanaBanana	12	332	Aug 3, 2006 by jonibaloni
	Hi, New here (Preview) Hi, I just wanted to say hi! I'm 2 1/2 months sober and attend AA meetings 2 times/week, but I thought that it would be nice to have another outlet. This certainly is a tough way of life, but so is drinking, I suppose. Hope everyone is doing well!	SheIsSober	9	304	Aug 3, 2006 by Robert
	My Daughter's Call (Preview) Once I learned how to accept a call from a prison, Sunny Lynne and I connected. (first time, I didn't do something right, and it disconnected. I was scared to death she'd think I was rejecting her call.) So after ten minutes of nausea and spinning, she tried again and this time it worked. We crammed as muc...	Wren	9	308	Aug 3, 2006 by DanaBanana
	August 3, Daily Reflections (Preview) . .TO BE OF SERVICE Our real purpose is to fit ourselves to be of maximum service to God and the people about us. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 77 It is clear that God's plan for me is expressed through love. God loved me enough to take me from alleys and jails so that I could be made a useful participant in His wor...	Doll	2	617	Aug 3, 2006 by Scott
	BIG FAT BLESSING tonight...:o) (Preview) IN SPITE OF the fact that I am a recovering alcoholic, with a horrible drug addiction... have been trying hard to work a decent program, for what it's worth. Tonight I opened my mail, and I have been CONSIDERED for acceptance into an accelerated nursing program.. after breaking my anonymity on the o...	jonibaloni	6	301	Aug 3, 2006 by beachbaby
	My weekend...a bit long, but worth the read! (Preview) So we took out our new Tent Trailer on this weekend into the wilderness! First though, my day leading up to leaving for the trip was a tad hellish....found lice in my best friend's son's hair-I've been babysitting him the past couple weeks. Then, shortly...	DanaBanana	11	359	Aug 3, 2006 by DanaBanana
	REMINDER for WOMEN... (or men.. :o)... (Preview) I have WORTH TODAY... Why?? Not because my house is meticulously clean 24/7.... it's not. Not because I am a subservient wife, running around all day in an A-pattern skirt and apron, pretending to be June Clever..... I don't. Not because my children behave 100% of the time, are perfectly pol...	jonibaloni	2	292	Aug 3, 2006 by DanaBanana
	Footpirints In The Sand (Preview) Hi everyone, I just came across this and thought of me and my HP. I wanted to share it with you. Take care, Carol ***************************** FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND** One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed...	Quetzal	5	394	Aug 3, 2006 by Toni Baloney
	"ANGER", Rachel Naomi Remen, M.D. (Preview) "Often anger is a sign of engagement with life. People who are angered are touched deeply by the events of their lives and feel strongly about them. As an emotion, it has limitations and it certainly has very bad press, but my experience with ill people suggests that there is something healthy about it...	jonibaloni	2	417	Aug 3, 2006 by Toni Baloney
	AA resentment (Preview) Alright, at the risk of being risky I have decided to post a topic here. First of all, be forwarned this isn't going to be pretty. I started out in AA, and F*** you if you don't like NA and you want to call it the other fellowship. the reason I left is in the area I live in, most of the pe...	biteme	12	427	Aug 3, 2006 by Robert
	Alcohol and Nicotine (Preview) Hi all. Just wanted to say that HillBilly's post on quitting smoking was a 2x4 right in my forehead! I used to only smoke while drinking, since joining AA as of last July I have become a "pack a dayer". Have thought many, many times, I need to quit, but find that I'm just a...	Doll	3	285	Aug 2, 2006 by soberdrunk
	Working the 12 Steps...keeping our eyes on the Prize (closed) (Preview) The Promises......................... If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through. We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness. We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it. We will comprehend the word serenity a...	Toni Baloney	3	308	Aug 2, 2006 by soberdrunk
	Off topic really, but wanted to share (Preview) Hi to All, I take a medication that requires a thourough rinseing of Scope, or something similar, to offset the threat of getting a Yeast infection in my gum area. Do this religously every morning, and every nite. For some reason, now have a little graveling feeling up in front of my mouth an...	Toni Baloney	7	338	Aug 2, 2006 by soberdrunk
	Booze and Tylenol (Preview) I combined them for years. Always liked a shot of Nyquil at the end of a night of drinking because it was the only thing that would knock my ass out. Without Nyquil I'd drink til the sun came up. Come to find out they are a deadly combo. I'm sure my liver has suffered damage. I'm 36 and have done it since I was...	diddly	4	339	Aug 2, 2006 by diddly
	Believe!! And Don't Quit!! (Preview) Success is doing the best you can, in as many ways as you can. It is being just and honest and true -- not in a few things, but in everything you do. Always look ahead and never look back, believe you can make all your dreams come true. Always believe in the best you can be and have faith in the things that you do...	Phil	2	350	Aug 2, 2006 by wagon
	ANNIVERSARY (Preview) August 1st.... I have 18 months today. A year and a half ago, I was a newly-wed. I had been sober for over 2 years and had gotten caught up in the blessings of a 'semi-normal life', so much so, that I was no longer putting my program at the top of my priority list. Job, new marriage (first time married at age...	jonibaloni	10	320	Aug 2, 2006 by soberdrunk
	why fear (Preview) why am I so fearful for a positive change in my life? I have been preying for this change, and it has come and I am now worried about the what if's - I am not happy where im at, so I am looking to leave all that behind me, but still I am worried....	Robert	5	290	Aug 2, 2006 by Wren
	Sobriety - The Life Hereafter (Preview) (Copied from another source) Sobriety is much more than just not drinking. It is a whole new way of thinking. One of those new thoughts is that, for me, the Life Hereafter is from this moment on. I have come to know that what I do, each moment, affects my subsequent life. I create my own pers...	Quetzal	0	270	Aug 2, 2006 by Quetzal
	Fending Off Loneliness (long) (Preview) from "Living Sober" Alcoholism has been described as “the lonely disease,” and very few recovered alcoholics argue the point. Looking back at the last years or months of our drinking, literally hundreds of thousands of us remember feeling isolated even when we were amo...	Phil	4	4338	Aug 2, 2006 by beachbaby
	H. A. L. T. (Preview) Good Morning all, Well this sayings, are alive and well in my Recovery today, qualifying for a couple. Need to address and change them. Just the last two, had to stay in, with some eye irritation that affected my vision, so, don't drive, came up for me. And when we stay inside, and are not feel...	Toni Baloney	2	302	Aug 2, 2006 by jonibaloni
	Daily Reflections August 2 (Preview) WE BECOME WILLING. . . . . At the moment we are trying to put our lives in order. But this is not an end in itself. ALCOHOLIC ANONYMOUS , p. 77 How easily I can become misdirected in approaching the Eighth Step! I wish to be free, somehow transformed by my Sixth and Seventh Step work. Now, more than ever, I am v...	Doll	1	473	Aug 2, 2006 by jonibaloni
	Woohoooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!! (Preview) Over and done! I just got home about an hour ago. Went up to my room and kind of quieted my mind for an hour like the book says and asked God to help me with the willingness to turn some stuff over which I'm not entirely ready for. I'm not sure if I posted on here about my pre-5th step thoughts. I was planning o...	soberdrunk	5	307	Aug 2, 2006 by thief
	Advice/Comments Needed (Preview) Hi everyone, I have a slight problem and if anyone could offer any advice or suggestions, then that would be great. I would really appreciate it. It's my parents golden wedding anniversary next week and I am due to go and spend some time with them. As I'm an only child, getting out of going is p...	Quetzal	11	310	Aug 1, 2006 by jeannie
	Hi all (Preview) Hi there, I came back from wales early. I had to get back as my family were driving me nuts with old behavior and I do not wear that identity any more and they desperatly "need" me to get back to where I was as its a co dependent family and im the scape goat. Have been quite productive today with my c...	Robert	2	280	Aug 1, 2006 by Robert
	Ut Oh (Preview) Just talked to my sponsor. He just got back from some kind of vacation for a week. 5th step tomorrow. I'm nervous as hell. Still not done entirely with the 4th. Eeegad! Finishing it is no biggy but I'm scared! Talk about overwhelming fear. I'm going to a meeting.	soberdrunk	6	357	Aug 1, 2006 by jeannie
	Meditation & Daily Reflection Aug. 1 (Preview) Today is August 1, 2006 A Great Day for Recovery! SELF-RELIANCE "The way to greatness is the path of self-reliance, independence and steadfastness in times of trial and stress." -- Herbert Hoover Today I take responsibility for my life. Today I take responsibility for my disea...	Doll	1	370	Aug 1, 2006 by Phil
	Tomorrow Morning (Preview) I have a huge bird flying around in my stomach right now. Just got an email from the ex I spoke to last week concerning my daughter in prison. She will be calling me tomorrow morning between ten and ten forty. It will be the first time we've spoken in so very long. I thought about throwing up on my feet for awh...	Wren	5	323	Aug 1, 2006 by Toni Baloney
	Letting Go Of What We Want (Preview) *The Language of Letting Go* *For those of us who have survived by controlling and surrendering, letting go may not come easily. --Beyond Codependency* In recovery, we learn that it is important to identify what we want and need. Where does this concept leave us? With a large but clearly identifie...	Phil	7	406	Jul 31, 2006 by Phil
	cook book update 7/31/06 (Preview) Hello everyone, This is to update you on the progress of the Miracles In Progress Cook Book. It is still be put together. I am getting 365 inspirations and motivational thoughts to put with all the recipes. I am having to be very careful for copywrites. This has become a bi...	John	0	469	Jul 31, 2006 by John
	whats your personal views? (Preview) hiya all, me again, just wanted to ask your opinion on something from your perspective and in your experience kindda thing. thing is i as you know have been told not to stop drinking as the withdrawals could meke me rather ill, but i use to drink more and over a longer period of time and just stoped, an...	flumpy	6	338	Jul 31, 2006 by mikey50
	Helping Bonds Thrive (Preview) Helping Bonds Thrive 1. The relationships you foster will become a mirror of the relationship you have with yourself. Francois de la Rochefoucauld said, "If we are incapable of finding peace in ourselves, it is pointless to search elsewhere." Learn to take responsibility for your own happiness...	Wren	4	307	Jul 31, 2006 by Phil
	tunnel vision (Preview) Am new to this site and sorry that I mentioned my smoking probem, Didn't understand that any thing not related to drinking and drinking problems were off limits for discussion, the facts I am raising grandkids, and trying to better myself in any way I can is not important. I am a whole person and yes I hav...	Hillbilly	7	344	Jul 31, 2006 by jonibaloni
	Chapter 5..Pages 58-60..of The Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous (Preview) Rarely have we seen a person fail who has thoroughly followed our path. Those who do not recover are people who cannot or will not completely give themselves to this simple program, usually men and women who are constitutionally incapable of being honest with themselves. There are such unfortuna...	Phil	2	320	Jul 31, 2006 by Quetzal
	Apology... singleness of purpose (Preview) I know this is a 12 step alcoholism site. I apologize for having redirected some posting to my smoking addiction that I am battling with right now. I am miserable and in tears over this addiction too. It is hard not to share what is going on in a lot of aspects of my life; they are so intertwined......	jonibaloni	7	401	Jul 31, 2006 by John
	Someone PLease Remind Me: (Preview) What are the guidelines of posting here.... I get off topic sometimes, part of my alcoholic ADD... Please let me know what the guidelines are, again, so I will know in the future. At what point do posts become 'closed', etc.... Just curious to know these things, for my own ability to follow gui...	jonibaloni	12	435	Jul 31, 2006 by John
	Intuition~ Higher Awareness (Preview) You know the way "Woe to the man whose heart has not learned while young to hope, to love ... and to put its trust in life." -- Joseph Conrad How deeply do you trust your own guidance? Always trust that you know what's best for you. To move forward in your life, gather information from the "experts...	Wren	2	286	Jul 30, 2006 by soberdrunk
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