Just to let you know that I am still here. Had a very bad weekend. Did drink but managed to stop yesterday. Met my old sponsor and went to the doctor to get something to calm my nerves. Am feeling very sick and very anxious.
Thank you for your wishes and the wonderful private messages.
Just sent you a Private Message, but wanted to add to this group in Welcoming you back to this Miracles in Progress Forum. You are a Miracle in Progress, that is for sure. it is not easy, as you know, but it does remain Simple. Reaching out, and reaching, that's what works, I recall holding on with just my fingernails, but somehow, they held me, scared to death of the Disease, and the reaching out until the Program took hold in my life, to the Miracle of Recovery.
Congratulatiions on the Good good Work, might not feel so good, but it is happening in you life, Praying for your finding what you need.
Hi Niall, being sick and anxious is normal, truly. Seeking help for this is good. You're doing the right things, and I'm so glad you have a sponsor there to be near you. The physical symptoms do suck for the first week, but oh, when just that tiny bit of clarity shines thru! Then you begin to feel the miracle working in your life. Hang in there Dear One, know that we are here, and you are welcome to write me off list any time you need to. Blessings, Wren
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