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Chapter 3...from the Big Book
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More About AlcoholismMost of us have been unwilling to admit we were real alcoholics. No person likes to think he is bodily and mentally different from his fellows. Therefore, it is not surprising that our drinking careers have been characterized by countless vain attempts to prove we could drin...
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May 3 ~ CLEANING HOUSE
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CLEANING HOUSE Somehow, being alone with God doesn't seem as embarrassing as facing up to another person. Until we actually sit down and talk aloud about what we have so long hidden, our willingness to clean house is still largely theoretical. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p 60 It wasn't unusu...
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touching base
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Hi everyone, just wanted to connect. Sober today ( been a few days now ) and life is so much better than those drinking days. I have just got to keep my eye on the ball and never forget how cunning, baffling and powerful this illness is! Thanks to everyone on this site whose posts have been so much hel...
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Thursday
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The Language of Letting Go.
Freedom from Compulsive Disorders
Thank you for keeping me straight yesterday. Please help me stay straight today. -- paraphrased from Alcoholics Anonymous
When I first began my recovery from codependency, I was furious about having to begin another recov...
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May 4 ~ "ENTIRELY HONEST"
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"ENTIRELY HONEST" We must be entirely honest with somebody if we expect to live long or happily in this world. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 73-74 Honesty, like all virtues, is to be shared. It began after I shared ". . . [my] whole life's story with someone . . . " in order to find my place in the Fellowship. La...
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gu'day
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Hiya,
Its a lovely hot sunny day today, and I have been living it up, been sat on a deck chair eating good food, drinking good water! and generally having fun, my sponce came over today and we went through some stuff, I am not too worried but he has just come back from a 2 week holiday in spain and in june he i...
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what a diference the program can make
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THURSDAY , MAY 04, 2006
You are reading from the book Twenty-Four Hours a Day - Hardcover (24 Hours) </OA_HTML/ibeCCtpItmDspRte.jsp?item=1096>.
A.A. Thought for the Day
When I was drinking, I always tried to build myself up. I used to tell tall stories about myself. I told them so ofte...
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Thanks!
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Thanks to all of you who responded to my post "Did I Have A Slip." I didn't feel like I did but being an alcoholic I feel guilty about just about everything! I did talk to my sponsor and she didn't think I did. What I learned from it is to not even go there. I will have to be satisfied with ibprofin (spelling). I...
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To: Niall
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Good Afternoon or Evening In Dublin,
You have been on my mind all night, and hope that we hear from you today.
Praying that you have picked-up that 500 lb. phone and are reaching out to another human being.
We are all Rooting for you, but this is cyerspace, and leaves a lot to be desired, with...
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Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder
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Recently, I was diagnosed with A. A. A. D. D. - Age Activated
Attention Deficit Disorder.
This is how it manifests:
I decide to water my garden.
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Another day closer to the bottom...
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Thank you Toni. Thank you for writing such a personal account of your struggle & recovery and thank you to all others who replied.
I am at work at the moment (amazingly have managed to hold down a job although some days I am just wandering around like a zombie). Did drink last night but not as much as I e...
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Hi Everyone
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Been a while since I posted. I was just doing some thinking.(uh oh!) I was thinking about how tired I've been feeling these past few days and how it would be nice to stay home and miss a meeting. I then had another thought. When my sponsor asked me if I was willing to go to any lengths and follow suggestions I...
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Three ways to get high naturally
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1. GET MORE EXERCISE
Everybody knows that exercise is good for you, but did you know that it can actually help you feel good, too? So how does exercise get you high? Well, when you exercise your body produces more endorphins: these are the body's natural painkillers and 'feel-good' chemic...
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LONG--someone asked me "why suicide"???
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hi i am rosie and this topic "why suicide" is a real "walk down memory road" for me...... this is MY esh and MY take only ,
i think for me it was the hoplessness of my life...i had horrific injuries, and even tho i was MILES away from recovery, i kn...
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Good morning...and have a nice day...
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Love without condition
"I love you as you are, as you seek to find your own special way to relate to the world, or the way you feel that is right for you. It is important that you are the person you want to be and not someone that I or others think you should be."
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I thougth i was gona make it tonight, i didnt but Im nowhere near as bad as lately.
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I thought i was gona make it tonight
I held off buying drink till about 8:10 pm tonight or just after.. i cant bleve i made it that long.. but i did buy drink.. and iv drank it..
But, and this might not impress many people.. i bought a set amount and i have had that.. but i didnt go ba...
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evening all
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Life is so much better without having to get outta reality., so much talent is wasted with alcoholics, cause lets face it we are not dumb, its tragic really.
For the grace of god I have not taken a drink today and I am grateful for that, had a little shock today that rocked me a bit! called my uni up and they...
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Honesty
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The human soul needs to be honest in evaluation of the self and its divine calling. This honesty is an important factor in the movement from ego control to spirit dominance. Honestly evaluate personal growth in the material arena, and in the unification of personal presence. Consciously evaluat...
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Handwriting on the wall
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The handwriting on the wall may be a forgery. --Ralph Hodgson
Too often we are superstitious and interpret signs in negative or hostile ways. Because we don't believe in ourselves, we tend to think that fate is against us.
But life isn't for us or against us. If we are attentive, we will see man...
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ROCK BOTTOM
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I'm scared.
I don’t think I am ready to stop drinking yet. I am 38 years old and have lost nearly all through drinking. My home, my marriage, credit, reputation, friends, family. Drinking has brought me bad health and endless fear and anxiety.
I tried again recently in AA but walked out again a...
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Daily Power-Honesty
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Honesty: Today's word poses one of the biggest challenges; it calls upon us to be completely truthful. The biggest deceptions are usually the ones we place upon ourselves. Every time we convince ourselves we are not worthy, attractive, capable, etc. we become the great deceivers of ourUniverse. W...
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some one remove the mic from that poor guys mouth
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http://www.funnyjunk.com/movies/111/Human+Beat+Box/stream
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Joke of the day
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A young woman buys a mirror at an antique shop, and hangs it on her bathroom door. One evening, while getting undressed, she playfully says "Mirror, mirror, on my door, make my bustline forty four". Instantly, there is a brilliant flash of light, and her breasts grow to enormous proportions. Excited...
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I've been doing some reading on Panic Attacks
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I have suffered from the mildly for quite a while, and decided to check into it.....
A person experiences relief from panic after drinking alcohol, then finds that as it wears off, his anxiety returns more intensely than before, creating a treacherous and hard-to-break cycle. {i...
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Did I have a slip?
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Hi- I have been sober for almost two years. Awhile back I got sick and it was necessary for me to take some pain pills. I followed the directions for usage, but a couple of times I took an extra pill that maybe I really didn't need to. It became hard for me to differenciate between needing them and wanting th...
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conflict
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Every conflict has many levels
Some couples live as if they are fighting a cold war. Conflicts are handled by retreat into silence with each feeling like a self-righteous victim. When we retreat into this role we abandon ourselves and our commitments to our relationship. We tear a...
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BB Quote
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"Despite all we can say, many who are real alcoholics are not going to believe they are in that class. By every form of self-deception and experimentation, they will try to prove themselves exceptions to the rule, therefore nonalcoholic. If anyone who is showing inability to control his drinki...
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May 2 ~ LIGHTING THE DARK PAST
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LIGHTING THE DARK PAST Cling to the thought that, in God's hands, the dark past is the greatest possession you have - the key to life and happiness for others. With it you can avert death and misery for them. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p 124 No longer is my past an autobiography; it is a reference book to be tak...
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Good Day ?
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What is a good day ? To me a good day consists of drinking coffee and water, a good long meditation, praying for those that need a H/P and his assistance and a long hard day of work.
With all this in tune I go forth and have a greatful day of guidance and not doing my will but his, this for me is a must to keep me i...
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Praying to get back on track
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Hi everyone. I have to say I am so grateful today to be sober. Just for the moment I am grateful. I have been doing alot of praying and really want to get back on track with AA and the program. I would appreciate any guidance and support for getting my head screwed back on right af...
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The word "Crisis"
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Interesting word, comes from a word that means: To Decide. A synonym to 'crisis' is the word Juncture.
www.m-w.com Type in "crisis" for more.
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Resentment
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I have a real juicy resentment about my brother, he is the type of person who feels better by putting others down. When he last spoke to me he just had to slip into the conversation "you have no friends" that really p'eed me off because it is exactly what he used to say when I was drinking and depended on him f...
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Staying On The Path
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Your circumstances do not determine what your life will be; they reveal what kinds of images you have chosen up until now. To change yourself, look at what you fear and what you hate. Start There. We are all at once teachers and learners in every encounter of our lives. What's over is over. You did what yo...
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May 1 ~ HEALING HEART AND MIND
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HEALING HEART AND MIND Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 55 Since it is true that God comes to me through people, I can see that by keeping people at a distance I also keep God at a distance. God is nearer to me tha...
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Ive got to stop drinking... arrgh my life is such a mess
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IM in a real mess tonight.. yeah iv been drinking
my mum is having a go at me.. though i duno how much of it is cos she is drunk or cos of me drinking
i am just going out of my mind.. yeah iv been drinking todayu..i started drinking at 12 noon.. i slept sometime this afternoon..th...
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Humor in Journaling
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Read the posts below on Self-Discipline and Staying on the Path---I needed that! Recently, I wrote down six tips, ideas for myself to regain self-discipline in my days....and then at the bottom I wrote:
"There is no Adult Supervision in my head when I get too much into my...
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I'm back....
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Left the halls of AA and I have returned.
I "did some research" and have to tell you guys, it's still the same strange game out there.....Glad to be back among the other strange game again.... I prefer this "strange" to that "strange."
My "check engine" light has been on for week...
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Letting Go...
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LETTING GO TAKES LOVE
To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natu...
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A little Joy ?
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Hold fast to dreams For if dreams die, Life is a broken-winged bird That cannot fly --Langston Hughes
Watching birds spread their wings and soar can remind us of the best in ourselves. In joyful moments we all feel our own desire to fly, to reach toward what we dream of doing. Our dreams give us a di...
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Hi All
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Good evening / Morning / Afternoon.
Hope you are all well and keeping sober.
I'm back here again now that the medication I was on has reduced to a low enough dosage where I can stay awake long enough to post!
Panic attacks gone, doctor thinks it was due to a lack of some vitamins (B1) and too much coff...
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Monday
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Recovery Prayer
This prayer is based on a section of the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous:
Thank you for keeping me straight yesterday. Please help me stay straight today.
For the next twenty-four hours, I pray for knowledge of Your will for me only, and the power to carry that through.
Ple...
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What a day......
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I went up to the meeting place(club) to help fix the place up today. It was cool for a while. Then a couple of hours later two women came and I got thrown for a loop. They started talking to me like I wasn't doing anything and I started to get really angry. I kept my mouth shut but boy was I screwed up in the head....
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Hey Everyone!!!
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Well guess what I'm very excited an honored to say My first sponsee asked me to sponsor her last nite!!!!!! I told it would be a great honor ne way I'm very happy bout this.
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Singleness of Purpose
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Hello everyone, My name is Carmie and I'm an alcoholic, I am also an addict too. Because A/A has a singleness of purpose wich is Alcoholisim I show my respect for the a/a program and introduce my self as an alcoholic there is no room for my ego. A/A derived from the washatonins...
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Dementia
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Howdy troops,
i have a worse memory than my gran, and she still thinks its 1975!!!
it says in a website of AA that :
Alcohol can also lead to:
Dementia - memory loss, rather like Alzheimer’s dementia.
I wondered if any of you guys have this/had this and how you got better, i cant remember half...
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Camel Joke
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A man bought a camel from a woman at the market, the woman said "to make him go say 'phew' to make him stop say 'Amen'."
So the man hopped on the camel and said 'Phew' to make him go. The camel started running out of control. The man couldn't remember what to say to make him stop so he started calling out any o...
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ROB
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addiction counselling trust
The Addiction Counselling Trust is a registered charity which offers a free and confidential drug and alcohol service to people living in Buckinghamshire. Our staff are all fully...
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Another thought on purpose
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A little mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see the farmer and his wife open a package. "What food might this contain?" the mouse wondered. He was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap.
Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning, "There is a mousetrap in the...
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Conference/Gifts of this program
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Hello, all! I just got back from a AA conference in Canandaigua, NY - it was awesome! (as it is every year - I've gone every year since I've been sober) If you have never been to a conference or convention, please consider it. It is a wonderful retreat into some great sobriety, sereni...
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big book
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There is a solution. Almost none of us liked the self- searching, the leveling of our pride, the confession of shortcomings which the process requires for its successful consummation. But we saw that it really worked in others, and we had come to believe in the hopelessness and futility of life as we h...
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