Lot's of stuff going on in this alchy's little world lately.
In the past two weeks, viewing the holidays, I've went from sheer panic to a calm resolve with a positive outlook. Don't ask me how this has happened. All I can say is that God is working in my life and I'm finally acknowledging that fact!
I know I through a relationship post or a date post up a lil while ago. This girl who I went out with had called me last night and told me she wants to start a relationship. I was kind of shocked and overwhelmed. This is nice. Maybe I am lovable? Who knows!
All I know is that life is good today and I'm not doing anything to mess it up.
Talking about phone calls. Geez. I had one Tuesday that just totally blew my mind. It was horrible. But I'm dealing with it. Really bad news about someone I care about from my past.
I don't know what's up. One good day, one bad day. I just have this overwhelming feeling that everything is finally going to be okay. I don't want to control my life right now. It just seems pointless. I think I'm just gonna roll with it for awhile and continue to keep doing what's right and not what's wrong!
I loved what you said about “just gonna roll with it for awhile”. That really inspired me this morning and was what I needed to hear. I'm going to be doing the same, too. Thanks for that.
Have a super and sober Christmas.
Carol
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Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~Dr. Seuss
