Hi Cherri, starting a new topic is on the top of the box when you come into the site, upper right, right under user details.
Welcome to the board. I think many of us here have done exactly what you're sharing--going back out always was harder and harder on me. The more I heard in the program, the worse my repeats would get. They werent kidding when they said that once yu learned about AA, it would ruin your drinking.
I do not know of any online meetings tonight, but we certainly are all here and willing to reach out any way we can. There's some beautiful, honest sobriety on this board, so I hope you will continue to share. Know that you're in my prayers, and I hope you stick around. Blessings, Chris
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"Never argue with an idiot... They'll drag you down to their level and beat you with experience..."
I can totally relate to going back out and drinking again. I did that, and each time my alcoholism just got worse and worse and took me further down my personal road to hell.
I'm so glad that you found this wonderful forum. It's a good place to be with some very wonderful and supportive people here. Please keep coming back and let us know how it is going for you, won't you?
You're in my thoughts and prayers.
Carol
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Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~Dr. Seuss
