I did not go out, as in to drink or use, I have just been away from the board. I am glad to reconnect. This board does me a world of good and the convenience of sitting at your computer talking to other alkies is unbeatable.
Not much going on with me. Coming up to my fifth year cake. My mind has been playing tricks with me saying "well, that wasn't so hard, maybe I am not an alcoholic". I know it is the disease talking. This disease is so crafty. When I hear it I am so thankful that I have the tools of the program to deal with it and to recognize it for what it is. All those thinks about becoming cocky are true for me. I am just thankful that I can recognize those feelings and share them.
