Haven't had much to say lately but I check in every day to see how everyone is doing.
I've been going to meetings regulary and have been appointed squad leader for the Sunday morning BB I go to. Today was my first day of it.
Been busy working the steps and that's going okay. I have discovered a lot about myself and where my fears and insecurities have come from. Even though it can be unpleasant at times I'm fine with it. Facing those things means freedom.
All in all life is much better than it was a few months ago. My life is turning out differently than I imagined but I know I'm right where I need to be. Just like everyone else is right where they need to be. Regardless of what I wanted.
I can so relate to how your life is different. There has been so many changes in my life. I'm trying to see them for the better. It's scary, I just try to look at it as a learning experience, an adventure
This is not where i planned on ending up, but my HP had the control, not me. I know I'm blessed!
Good to hear from you again. I'm so pleased that you are still going to your meetings and working the steps. For me, I know that I wouldn't be able to maintain my sobriety without them.
I couldn't believe just how much I started to learn about myself. Some of it wasn't that good, but my life is improving so much from those dreadful last few months of drinking. And, I know that it is still getting better. Thank heavens for my HP.
Take care,
Carol
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Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~Dr. Seuss
