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My head says one thing
My emotions says another
I hide behind walls of denial


Fear, doubt, what ifs
Scared to cross bridges
Whats on the other side?


Some of those bridges
I've tried to cross before
But the storms turn me back


Walking through those storms
Is the only way
To get to the other side


Or one stays stuck
Never knowing
Its safer to just watch?


Alone and in pits of dispair
Because I've done this before
And don't wish the pain anymore


The answers from the heart say no
And all the answers I will ever need
Are found in the same place
Put there by a Higher Power


Risk we must
Life is a risk, love is a risk
Everything in life is a risk
No road ever runs smooth


Believe in your heart
It is always right
The clouds that cover it
Are just that,,clouds


Believe in the bridge
Walk through those storms
With Faith
Go for your dreams.    


pld



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I love this Phil, thank you. I keep re-reading each stanza, thinking of it's applicability in my life today, how I was affected, in the past, standing at that bridge, afraid to cross, afraid not to. Today, I'm so glad I did. We all have so many bridges in our lives, and crossing them is just a step at a time. We just need to remember, there are others with us crossing that same bridge. And a Higher Power right beside us to help us cross. All we need to do is reach out our hand.


I have so very much to be grateful for today. We always speak of life on life's terms, and these past three weeks or so life has certainly been the one laying the ground rules. And you just can't fight life, can you? You accept or life will stampede right over you, leaving you with a mouth full of dust and regrets.


Today, each day has become a bridge. Each day I renew, in my heart, my contract with my Higher Power. I light my candle during devotions, and send my concerns out to the ether to be dealt with. I can't, we can, if only I allow it. I remind myself, there really is a Power Greater than myself, and that Power is the one weaving the tapestry. I'm only a thread of it. And HP is weaving the other threads in the pattern that is their lives. I have to step away from the weaving process so I don't unravel the HP's plans for them. Love and faith. Being here for others. And taking care of number one, so that I can continue to be around for others, eh? Thank you for your friendship and caring, Phil.  Love, Chris



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Hi Phil,

Thank you for a beautiful post. That's another one printed out and saved.

I could really identify with “Alone and in pits of despair because I have done this before”.

How lucky and grateful I am that that is no longer how I feel. Thank you for reminding me of how far I have come in this program.

Have a great weekend.

Carol

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Thanks Phil...


did you write this?? Quite a poet!!


Joni



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I do a bit of rhyme..from time to time..


And tell it like it was....just because


Its been thinking with my head


That tore everything apart


But when I share it from within


Its just talking from the heart


And everythings ok...


Its another sober day...



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that is a good one too phil.  where do u get these?  do u write them yourself?


dk



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Yes Kitty Kat..I do.:)


Took a long time in sobriety before a lot of walls came down...


And the man-ego thing and pride, didnt help that..


Can share feelings today...good and bad....and a lot of them..I can transfer to paper or into poems...still working on the face to face stuff..:) 


I enjoy the poem stuff, some days...so I just jot down a few lines and humbly share it..


Have a good night...and dont get uptight..



 


 


 



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