going to my second meeting tonight. probably a different group of people. i hate going alone. my bro in law is not coming tonight. he is busy. i allways been that way though. anything is better when u have someone to do it with or go with. im really tired tonight. i have a headache too. have to get used to the anti depressants. well... i will keep yal' updated on how it goes tonight. there are two.. i think im going to go to the later one at 8:30pm. i think i can .... i think i can... hehe.
going to my second meeting tonight. probably a different group of people. i hate going alone. my bro in law is not coming tonight. he is busy. i allways been that way though. anything is better when u have someone to do it with or go with. im really tired tonight. i have a headache too. have to get used to the anti depressants. well... i will keep yal' updated on how it goes tonight. there are two.. i think im going to go to the later one at 8:30pm. i think i can .... i think i can... hehe.
hello all:
going to have to go to the meeting tommorrow night. feeling icky tonight. got up to early from graveyard. i have a headache. not enuf sleep. but, then again i have to sleep tonight. also, going through major withdrawl. this is so hard. but, i am stubborn. just like a lady said u have to be at the last meeting. nothing is going to over power and take control of me. i run my life. not that damn friggin/ ugly demon that wants me to go backwards. i movin' ahead. very hard though... i must say. if i didn't feel so icky and tired. i would have went.
Hey stick with it... a few rough days, then youll sleep better. Try praying while your laying down. Dont do what I did..3 days, hallucinating and no sleep, and then I'd drink again.. and then another 3 days, and drink again. For a couple months. Wasn't pretty.
I hope that you'll be feeling better today and that you'll be able to get to a meeting. Please hang in there as these days will pass and you'll feel so much stronger when they are behind you.
Please let us know how it is going for you.
Take care,
Carol
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