I take a medication that requires a thourough rinseing of Scope, or something similar, to offset the threat of getting a Yeast infection in my gum area. Do this religously every morning, and every nite.
For some reason, now have a little graveling feeling up in front of my mouth and know that I have to go to Doctor, to get meds for this new Yeast infection. I have always used Buttermilk rinse, several times a day, and it would clear the problem and go away, it did many years ago, anyway.
But now I have noticed I also have a gravely feeling on my eye lids, and because I do a daily eye wash at night, after brushing my teeth, I probably, even with washed hands, transferred this yuck into my eyes, and it is affecting my vision. UGH, and scary.
So here I go this morning, making two Doctors appointments, and yes I can stay with the gratitude of having some great Doctors, but I am also in the middle of doing some intense dental stuff. And just feel over-whelmed, and wanted everyone to know that if you do not see me often in the next week, its cause I have to focus on getting this stuff managed and cleared up, it also has contributed to an unavoidable - "not feeling good" kind of milase.
Will write when I can, and when my little body is back in order.
Sobriety, yep, keep it simple, and stay with Gratitude and do the next right thing. Least favorite thing to me is running around, going into Doctors offices, but will have to rethink my attitude with this, Ya Think????
I just wanted to say that I'll be thinking of you and hoping that all goes well for you. I'll miss you and this board won't be the same. But, you take the greatest care of yourself.
Carol
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Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~Dr. Seuss
Thanks for letting your buds know what's going on with you. I hope this stuff gets cleared up quickly, and that you are back in good working order soon, dear!! Yes, always thinking of recovery.... you have taught me so much.
get better and hurry back, hopefully you'll not really even be 'gone'...??
In spite of my great efforts to have this addressed today, my appointment was pushed up totomorrow, so here I is, my eye site is really bothering me today, and need to get a lot of rest, under the weather, cannot get to a meeting, thank God my Drs office is 4 blocks from me.
Anyway, taking my miserable little self, just kidding, off the PC, maybe, maybe not, such an addiction, eh, fills in so many spaces in my lonely little life, (sometimes it feels lonely, not always). Wish my Annie pie was here so I could tell her about my woes, she was always aware of when I did not feel well, and would just take care of me, with her soft little furry paws and give me so much attention.
Yogurt yogurt and more yogurt. Internally, topically on open skin. Plain, no fruit no sweeteners. Murphy has major trouble, as some bulldog breeds do, with his eyes. I add yogurt to his dog food, he loves it, and his eyes clear up. Just a thought, Sweetie. Get your rest and hang in there....love chris
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i found god in myself/and I loved her/i loved her fiercely--Ntozake Shange
Well I bought myself yogert last night, and buttermilk, then my Son, the Doc, told me that the best is Cyder Viningar 1/2 with water, and no SUGAR, it makes it grow real fast. So, there goes my nitetime treat of a dish of Strawberry Ice Cream, my comfort foody.
There are two Anti-Fungal meds that I will get tomorrow, Nystatin, a mouth wash and Miconazol, for the infection in my eyes. have to go with this more agressive treatment, as I am in the middle of some major dental stuff, and this Yeast has to go, and fast.
So much for body parts,
I have to tell you I was so darn happy to hear that that silence was broken with such a tender moment between you both. So happy for you.
I received a Christmas card from my Son that is also in the same boat, when he was really getting healthy, and so much love and regret for the pain he had cause everyone, just came pouring out from his dear heart, and can remember standing at my mail box, just crying my eyes out , in simply Joy.
My other Son was here over the week-end and when we were talking about the nose dive my other son, had taken, Michael, his brother just said, "Mom, read this card everyday, and remember that is who David is".
Did not mean to take this into a "me" response, just sharing some of the Healing parts to my little story, and I Pray for so much healing for you and your daughter. God seems to really Move Mountains, I can just trust in that.
