Well, glad I went back! At first I thought oh god, what have I done, a women's meeting at my HG! But then my sponsor showed up, it got quiet and someone said "haven't heard from Jen in a long time" so I felt compelled to share my little relapse story, and it felt great. I was thanked by all for being honest, for sharing and reminding them it's still no fun out there, and for coming back! Then spent an hour after with my sponsor. I'm off and running for 90 and 90! And I have AA homework tonight - BB Chapter Three.
Thanks all for the support!
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Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass... It's about learning to dance in the rain.