Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 55
Since it is true that God comes to me through people, I can see that by keeping people at a distance I also keep God at a distance. God is nearer to me than I think and I can experience Him by loving people and allowing people to love me. But I can neither love nor be loved if I allow my secrets to get in the way. It's the side of myself that I refuse to look at that rules me. I must be willing to look at the dark side in order to heal my mind and heart because that is the road to freedom. I must walk into darkness to find the light and walk into fear to find peace. By revealing my secrets - and thereby ridding myself of guilt - I can actually change my thinking; by altering my thinking, I can change myself. My thoughts create my future. What I will be tomorrow is determined by what I think today.
DOLL___________I must walk into darkness to find the light and walk into fear to find peace.
ROSIE__________this is one thing it took me a while to see....i was lookin for the light in the light.......not to happen........i had to wade through the manure of my life to find the flowers........and yes, kiss my fears, walk THROUGH my fear to find any peace......i am no where NEAR where i want to be, but thank goodness i am not even CLOSE to wheer i used to be...................thanks, rosie
