Today starts my first (hands on) day at work. No more orientation, yay!
Yesterday I went and hung out with one of the guys from the meetings. We worked out with some free weights. It was really cool. We went to a meeting later on. It was a big book study which included the promise from into action. I'm really amazed at how well life is going. I actually have begun to feel happy and content. These feelings are alien to me. Before I used to question why I feel good or bad. Now I just try and enjoy things and allow myself to feel good. I really think a big part of the change I'm seeing in myself is from going to meetings ever day and working with my sponsor. You couldn't get me to miss a meeting today. It's just not going to happen. I also think talking in these rooms helps a lot too. Gets me out of myself! Imagine that? Oh well, I need to go make my lunch and have another smoke. Take care everybody!
Just got off work a little while ago. Ten hours was a long day for me. My sponsor called and asked if I was going to a meeting and I told him yeppers. I am extremely tired but that's not an excuse, at least not a valid one. Oh well, I don't have much too say. Kinda brain dead at the moment. Have a good evening Phil and Amanda, and everyone else.
