Man I am feeling groggy., I slept quite poor on tues night, last night, I kept having panic attacks and felt like crap after drinking too much pop. it sounds wack but I dont think im gonna sleep tonight either. I am so bored.
I hate not sleeping, reminds me of the early days.
Perhaps I should go to bed? but if I dont sleep it will panic me
yeah,,, I can't do caffeine either. or too much sugar. The caffeine could trigger panic attacks.
About the boredom,,, yeah... when we are used to having someone else direct us,,, or rebelling against someone else directing us,,, having time on our hands to be self-starting seems strange. Like,, what'll I do now? she's not here to tell me what to do,, and I already did the opposite things of what she would tell me,,,, now, what would I actually like to do? ummmmm
amanda
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No caffeine for me these days. Causes my heart to race! ..... As for not sleeping, I went thru that. Then all I wanted to do was sleep. The last few nights, I'm back to not sleeping. We just hang in there and take what comes ~ sober.
"Rock a bye baby...in the tree top..when the wind blows the cradle will rock...when the bow breaks...the cradle will fall...and down will come Robert..cradle and alllllllll...lalala
You alsleep yet? Ok....I wont give up my day job...:)
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