The older you get the more you realize that kindness is synonymous with happiness. --Lionel Barrymore
Once in a while, we forget about the kind things people have done for us. Do we remember the next-door neighbor who helped us get our kite out of a tree, or the brother who helped us finish a project for school? If we think about these kindnesses, we will remember how happy we were to receive them.
These people and others may need a kindness we can give. Our next-door neighbor may get sick and need us to go to the store, a brother or sister may need to borrow a radio, or the elderly person down the street may need the lawn mowed. Whenever we take the time to give a kindness, we will find that like the boomerang, it returns to us in the form of happiness.
Will I be alert to my chances to give kindness today?
I was forty-six years old before I finally admitted to myself and someone else that my grandfather always managed to make me feel guilty, angry, and controlled. --Anonymous
We may love and care about our family very much. Family members may love and care about us. But interacting with some members may be a real trigger to our codependency - sometimes to a deep abyss of shame, rage, anger, guilt, and helplessness.
It can be difficult to achieve detachment, or an emotional level, with certain family members. It can be difficult to separate their issues from ours. It can be difficult to own our power.
Difficult, but not impossible.
The first step is awareness and acceptance - simple acknowledgment, without guilt, of our feelings and thoughts. We do not have to blame our family members. We do not have to blame or shame ourselves. Acceptance is the goal - acceptance and freedom to choose what we want and need to do to take care of ourselves with that person. We can become free of the patterns of the past. We are recovering. Progress is the goal.
Today, Higher Power, help me be patient with myself as I learn how to apply recovery behaviors with family members. Help me strive today for awareness and acceptance.
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I LIKE THAT POST. I'VE BEEN TRYING TO HANDLE A THING WITH MY DAUGHTER. IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN PERIOD. MY MIND IS FINALLY MADE UP. NOW IT'S GOING TO BE UP TO HER. IT CAN BE PAINFULL FOR BOTH OF US OR IT CAN BE SMOOTH. i WON'T GO INTO DETAILS. i'VE MADE A DECISION ! NOW SHE HAS TOO ! DIFFICULT ? i DON'T THINK SO EMOTIONAL ? YES
HAS TO BE DONE ! THINKING AGAIN ! THINK ! THINK ! THINK ! i DID !!!!!!!!
