That reminds me of a spiritual experience I once had. It was at the beginning of my conversion/recovery. I had a very controlling father, and was very touchy about 'surrender', 'obedience' and to controlling people. I had just finished Step 3 a few months before, and I had joined a prayer group. They were praying over me, and asking me to surrender... and I went home feeling anxious... and I started talking to God,, not expecting an answer. I said, "Okay, God,,, what do you want? a puppet on a string? a robot? What? ".... to my great surprise, an answer popped into my mind,,, "Dance with me"
love in recovery,
amanda
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