I have dogs. a pomerainian and a jack russel. They stay at my moms house. she thinks im sober. I was, really goddamnit. One thing lead to another. Its back to fucked one again. shit, its bad again. real bad. I wouldnt be talking to the internet if it wasnt. Theres a place in elsinore close to me. I already todl em they were liars a few months ago. and I wanna go back but, I think I fucked em up. Tell me what to d
Hey Robbie, ... 1st ... you have to admit to yourself that your life has become unmanageable, that, by yourself, YOU have no control over alcohol (or drugs) ... ... ...
You are trying to escape 'reality' ... fact is ... NONE of us can ... face the truth Robbie ... Today, right now is the time to act ... get to a meeting, read the BB, get some phone #'s, and for God's sake ... just don't drink today ... ONE DAY ... forget about tomorrow, just do it today ... carry some candy in your pocket to help with the cravings ...
The biggest thing I had to overcome ??? ... was listening to King Alcohol in my head ... he did his best to convince me I couldn't stop ... he was wrong ... you too, have another voice in your head that you've tried to gag ... pull the gag out of the other voice and put in the mouth of King Alcohol ... You're listening to the wrong voice ... CHANGE your 'THINKING' ...
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