Half measures availed us nothing. We stood at the turning point. We asked His protection and care with complete abandon. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 59
Every day I stand at turning points. My thoughts and actions can propel me toward growth or turn me down the road to old habits and to booze. Sometimes turning points are beginnings, as when I decide to start praising, instead of condemning someone. Or when I begin to ask for help instead of going it alone. At other times turning points are endings, such as when I see clearly the need to stop festering resentments or crippling self-seeking. Many shortcomings tempt me daily; therefore, I also have daily opportunities to become aware of them. In one form or another, many of my character defects appear daily: self-condemnation, anger, running away, being prideful, wanting to get even, or acting out of grandiosity. Attempting half measures to eliminate these defects merely paralyzes my efforts to change. It is only when I ask God for help, with complete abandon, that I become willing -- and able -- to change.
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Hi Doll: Love this read... I realize that Ive always been a "half-ass" in alot of ways. Mostly driven by fear, I dont think Ive ever truly given myself 100% to anything! Maybe its the fear that once I reach the goal its either not good enough or will be taken away from me.
Its a scary and humbling thing to really look at ourselves and make the decision to turn "our wills and our lives over....!" Maybe its the fear that once we truly look at ourselves, we may not find what we like! But... how awesome that I do have a choice to change! Or at least a willingness to change! (and the tools to do that!)
I never thought about turning points being "endings!" Endings to my bad behaviors, that invariably always get me into trouble! And will always cause me to drink if I dont get honest!!!
Enjoy your day!!!!! Lani
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