I asked the woman I've been talking to, if she would sponsor me...  and also asked her about doing my 5th step.  She said since I'll be at my mom's all next week, we'll plan to do it as soon as I get back, and she said if I feel that I want to redo it later that would be fine too...   she started telling me about stuff I can do next year to get more involved in the program and do service work, once I'm able to be up and around again, which is really good, she's really into service work, and I think she'll be really good for me.  I'd finally gotten to the point where i want to be more involved, rather than just going to meetings, but of course at the moment I can't really do anything.  This gives me something to look forward to though, that really helps

Mentally/Emotionally, I'm still doing ok mostly...  physically I feel like I'm getting worse.  I'm dealing with dizzy spells pretty often now, and I'm not sure what's causing it.  it's when I sit up, or lie back down, or roll over...  last night it was hitting me bad even when I wasn't moving and I was in such bad pain, was on the phone with my bf and he told me to take the pain pill early, was only a half hour early though, then he made me get off the phone and try to relax and see if I could sleep, and I did, but I wake up after 6 hours, like clockwork, when the pain pill wears off.  But I'm handling it and dealing with it. 

Mom will be picking me up Saturday and I'll be at her house all next week.  She said she'll make my stepdad give me the network key so I can get online on their network, so I'll still be able to check in here.  My dad might be coming out here this afternoon, I need to call him pretty soon cuz if he is coming I need him to pick up some things for me...

Anyway....  just wanted to check in....  think I'm gonna try to go back to sleep...