This is a beautiful prayer, and one that I needed to hear today.
"Seal my lips on my aches and pains.
They are increasing, and love of rehearsing them is becoming sweeter as the years go by." -
Today I'm nothing but whining and self-pity. I really enjoy self-pity and indulge in it often. I have heard many times in meetings that we need to examine what we get out of things (what do I get out of this anger? What do I get out of this judgementalness? etc). Well, this prayer reminds me to ask that question of my self-pity and whining. It partially answers that question - rehearsing my aches and pains is sweeter as the years go by. I am choosing this way of looking at the world. Please help seal my lips today.
"Make me thoughtful, but not moody" -
Now there's a fine line! My second favorite thing is moodiness - and again today is "one of those days". Being thoughtful will not negatively affect someone, but moodiness will. I tend to burden others with my self-pity and moodiness. My state of mind, my state of being, is not another's responsibility. It is mine.