Since I've recently read a few introductions, I thought I best do the same as I have already posted a few.
My name is Greg and I am an alcoholic. I've been in and out of AA for about 27 years with a collective 12 years of soberity. In the begining (the frist three times) I was told to go by various legal entities for a varity of reasons, all alcohol related. Of course, the law was just picking on me for having a good time. I always follow the requirements laid out before me and sortof worked the program. But I when I was finished with everything, I knew I was going to go back out.
A few years later I was back in. The last time before now and "ordered" back, I thought that I really need the program. I took a good honest look at my life and obviously need to get it together. I worked the program, and had a new and positive outlook. I owed my revived life to AA. After about 3 years, I got married to my second wife. It was great, but I spent more and more time with her and less and less time working the program. A couple of years into our marriage, I started having a glass of wine with friends at dinner... Now I'm drinking heavy everyday. My wife has told me to leave and get my act together.
This time I'm back on my own (no slips to sign). I'm going to meetings at least once a day and usually more as I really have nothing more important to do. We are going to counseling and talking about our issues and problems. Is there a future with her again? Only time will tell. But if I follow the program and not drink, the odds are in our favor. If it never recovers, only my alcoholism is to blame. Everyone has a different bottom in their life. I believe I've reached mine.
Anyways, Glad that there is this forum. In the middle of the night, when I'm feeling sad and lonley, I read the messages of others and know that there is hope for me yet.
Hi Greg. I'm Jennifer, alkie in SC......I'm so glad you're here.....Looks like you've been around the program long enough to know what you need to do........You're in my prayers......yes. There is a lot of hope on this forum....and genuine, caring people, who will love you. So, please, jump right in...I look forward to your shares.
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Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass... It's about learning to dance in the rain.
Welcome to MIP, Greg. Like Jen said, there's alot of ESH on this forum. I know it feels like a lonely time, alot going on in your head. We're here to listen and share, cuz we've all been thru it. I've been MIA for a few weeks here due to getting my land legs back after surgery, and have alot of catching up to do, so welcome welcome and hope you keep comin' back. Chris, Washington State
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"Never argue with an idiot... They'll drag you down to their level and beat you with experience..."
welcome, I'm pretty new here myself. I've read your posts and am marveling at your honesty. Glad you decided to come back on your own. I don't think I've ever heard someone say that the Judge sent them here and that they stayed, myself included.
There are lots of really lovely and special people on this forum and so much wisdom. It really is a good place to be. I try to pop by a couple of times each day if I can, and it helps to keep me centered.
I do hope that you'll carry on posting and sharing with us.
Take care,
Carol
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Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~Dr. Seuss
i to joined yesterday, so welcome from me great to have you on board...your e h & s are much appreciated and thanks for being here and willing to share at such a depth of honesty.
Hi, I'm Dan. I'm an alcoholic living in Northern North Dakota. Welcome to MIP (Miracles In Progress). Glad you are now chosing the program on your own. I attended my first time under orders. Went out again too. However, I am very greatful for that first mandatory experience.. Made it easier to find my back.
Welcome!!!! I had to say hi and let you know its great to have you here! I was so blessed to be so warmly welcomed when I joined! I so look so forward to seeing what everyone has to share each day. Dont you LOVE all the LOVE you feel from everyone on this space and the people in AA! We are so lucky!!! Hope to hear from you!! Lani
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"We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have. "
