Today was one of those days, when I should've stayed in bed. Started out thinking I slept through the day without waking up. Than got a frightening phone call from the school about my daughter whom was rushed to the hospital by ambulance.
My first thoughts were OH MY GOD, than procceeded to ask what happened. Expecting the worse, but she had fainted in class and no one knows why, had test done on her from diabetics to low blood pressure. this is the 2nd incendent and it scares the hell out of me. It also scared her as well, but I knew I had to be strong. No one likes to see or hear of their children going threw this. Alone with anyone elses children.
I just prayed to my higher power and ask for guidance not only for myself but for her, she is one of my precious little gems. I'm so greatful for the gift of what god gave me, she is a blessing.
I got to the hospital just as the ambulance pulled up, the principal was amazed how quick I got there by walking. Guess that is what u call, emotions gone a stray, she's alright though, blood test came back with nothing wrong.
My concern is the fact that her and her friends talk about being overweight, and the pure pressures of teenagers today is really scary.
God grant me the serenity to acccept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. Thy will, not mine, be done.
One thing that we find hard to let go of is fear of something happenoing to our children...it will always be there, otherwise you would not be a good parent.