Ya know what they say, no one for sees the future. We make decisions on the basis of not knowing the out come and leaving it in Gods hands.
All we can do is live in the moment and hope for the best. In this past year I admit to making some decisions that at the time seemed right and now know that sometimes my decisions aren't the right ones, I guess I now come to the realization that I am not perfect.
spoke to my old sponser a few times and well, I always trust her opinion. With her guidance and tlaking things threw seem to open my eyes a little more and now see that what I was thinkin and thought might be wise to make some changes.
In regards to relocating and well some other things that have crossed my mind. that's it for now, let you know what I've decided on doing later.
Yes I most certainly will let you know tim and carol. Thanks for ur concern, just think I made a bad choice in where I moved too, than again who know.
Don't worry, haven't considered going back to drinking, came to far and worked to hard to get where I'm at, and working to make things better. Got a few other goals set in play.
I'll stay in touch and well I like it on here, so you can't get rid of me to quickly lol. As well as taking time for my self, and talking things threw with my son whom is still finding it tough to break free of old habits.
but for now taking things as they and dealing with them without over reacting and sometimes that is tough, I have great people in and out of the program who have leant me their shoulder and I'm really greatful for them and my higher power. As well I talk to my folks whom have past on, and feel that they're watching over me.
Hiya Tina. Well, your heart knows what you need to do for yourself, and your head will help keep it tempered. Making big decisions is never my favorite thing to do, but sometimes, in order to survive with any sanity intact, we just have to muddle through them, eh? I'm glad you have so much support. I tend to bounce around in my head way too much, and then when I get all fuddled I remember to talk to someone that has more objectivity. I always smack myself on the forehead " damn, I could've just saved myself days of anxiety had I just asked"..... So be good to yourself, easy on yourself, and make sure you let us know what's going on. Love, Wren
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