very blessed, i left the transition house with pretty much everything i needed and more. Amazing
currently waiting on a jopb verification, been struggling with some things there, wether or not to tell my prospective employer that i'm an addict, it is relelvent to her but didn't have the balls to tell her when the opportunity arose, but apparently she will be calling my job references....not sure what i was thinking when i put them on my resume to begin with as i was fired, they found out about my addiction...
should i call my reference?? Should i tell my prospect??
my old boyfriend is really wreaking some havoc today, he put my welfare cheque into my bank acount with a note saying...this woman is a cocaine addict, this is probably your only chance at recovering this money. (!!!!!!!!!!)
i also just read an email from him....nasty nasty...saying that when my landlord called for a reference they gave him the address and he plans on giving it to an old dealer of mine so that he can "collect" his money of 400 bucks
that really is the tip of the ice berg...
and i'm running out of time, i really need more
will try to come back to the library tomorrow
i refuse to give up my sobriety today over all of this, i CAN handle it
