i was saying yesterday, holy crap!! if one more good thing happens to me i might have to go into hiding!!!!! jus' kiddin';)
i found an apartment, well actually it kind of found me, seriously, it jumped out at me from the newspaper...i had pretty much decided to take another already
good news yesterday, the landlord has chosen me:)
i got my foot in the door at a kinsmen group home for the intellectually disabled...as a casual, some red tape to go through before i know if the job is mine for sure, bring it on;)
the house where i'm staying is giving me a bicycle, i don't care if there's snow on the ground, actually we've had amazing weather, it won't be winter forever
i got a pass from the house to go to an NA gratitude night, and the same day visit my youngest daughter, we had 4 great hours together, the longest we've had in a year...
i think today i simply feel numb,
the sun is shining
i'm clean,
in recovery
and oh so grateful
you have no idea
day 32 today
nothing today is worth using or picking up a drink
no. is a complete sentence
i saw an old friend on the weekend, he said
i can't be an alcoholic...i'm not very good at it...
great share,reminded me that every thing will be ok.Finding life tuff somtimes at the moment.but life is sometimes........right?????.stress at work,failed my truckers exam,teenage daughter thinks that all adults talk s##t.Sometimes i forget to pause and breath in,know what i mean???.If i dont work my program for living,i struggle with living,that simple.thankyou for reminding to pause and to remember,i will be ok.Nice to come back to this site after a break and get some inspiration.
Congratulations on the 32 and many more! Sometimes it seems as if we're showering at the end of a sewer line and no clean water in sight. I guess that's the dues we must pay. And then it just turns around and it all flows cleanly, warm and comfortable. Good fortune to you...Tim
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