been a long, lonely, tiring road. worse, worser and the worsest battle. I'm ashamed to say i fell for dang near a year!!! But, thankfully, i made it out alive and i'm here for another day. Thankyou for being here. I missed you's.
sigh...thats exactly how i feel...battered and bruised. Been beating myself up lots too. I know...just quit it. Guilt and shame keeps me in the past, and also keeps me using and drinkin'. Today is a new day, i do feel optimistic at the same time. A ray of hope. Just need to stay strong. been to a meeting every day for the last week, again, coming home. How important this family is to me. I can't do it alone, plain and simple. And the great thing is i don't have to. Back to step 1...
Hi, I needed to say welcome back. I've been on the site a few months now so I'm pretty new. And here, as in meetings someone coming back shows me how much better it is here than out there. I hope the you put the bat down soon (beating yourself up) and share in some hugs. Thanks for sharing and hope to see more of you.
Hugs, Jo-Anne
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I granted myself the gift of sobriety and found my spirit.
