The first time I felt serenity, first it scared me and then I got bored.  I had been living in adreniline and drama for so long that I was bored with serenity.  Now I'm grateful for it.  I don't have to look for someone or something to make myself crazy with.  Sometimes it comes upon me anyway and I still at times create drama, but I'm very grateful for the peace that comes among the crazies.  If that makes any sense.
 
 
 
For those who are struggling no matter what the problem may be HANG IN THERE UNTIL THE MIRACLES HAPPEN! Cody