I've recently had my first spiritual experience... and it feels soooo good. It happened sometime in the past couple of weeks... My whole outlook on life has changed, I feel sooo much better. I'm not depressed anymore, and I'm not manic either, I Just feel really good. I thought it was my niece being born that pulled me out of the depression, but maybe it was this.
I feel so much closer to my higher power, I pray every day for Him to help me continue to feel good and to keep me on the right track and to keep me sober, and I thank him at night for the wonderful sober day I've had.
I actually want to do stuff around the house, keep the apartment clean, play with my puppy, keep laundry and dishes done, my husband's really happy, that was a big issue between us since I'm home all day and wasn't getting anything done.
I actually want to go to meetings, I want to read the big book and other AA books, I call my sponsor every day.
I've had a wonderful past 2 weeks, I just overall feel really really good!
I am so delighted for you. I remember when I started to have my 'pink, fluffy cloud days'. They were great. They keep happening more and more and life really does get so much better.
Whatever you are doing is working - so, keep on doing it!
Take care and have a super weekend.
Carol
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Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~Dr. Seuss
Good to here from you Lisa! Been praying for you. Remember happiness is a decision more than a feeling, keep at it, youll get legs under you in this living by decisions instead of feelings deal... and the feelings will start to follow.
