I am going in for my final interview and essay test at a nursing school tomorrow. I am very nervous. This will be the deciding factor as to what I am going to be doing for the next 10 months... either look for a new job or (hopefully) be in my last leg of schooling. I am a ball of nerves. I know it is God's Will that will prevail. He knows what I need, what I can handle. And I can handle potential disappointment, if that is the case. I am trying to live in the moment tonight, but it is so dang HARD!!!!
I have to be totally grateful for my sobriety. If it were not for the program, I would not even have such concerns as school. That's how sick I was, and how dysfunctional. I have met many 'functioning' alcoholics, but I was definitely not one of them.
Don't feel like being social tonight, either. I probably need a meeting, but I am going to stay in and read, and zone into the T.V. I feel like if I went, I would be preoccupied. I'm wiped out, too. My close AA sister did come over and we talked recovery for quite awhile. My dad came by to visit, too. The basement guy came to fix the leak and we'll see if it holds until the next (outdoor) phase of the repair gets underway. Also embarked on some ongoing projects around here. Just making an executive (hahaha) decision, I guess. (i.e., an EXCUSE...LOL)
I will let you know how it goes tomorrow. Thanks for helping me stay sober another day. I'm off for a scoop of chocolate-peanut-butter-chunk ice cream.
Hey Joni, I'll have that candle lit and prayers going for you that everything will turn out just the way it's supposed to,eh? (like, it's going to turn out any other way?) I'm the only one here without ice cream. Not fair. Big Hug, Wren
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Hi Joni, I'll have you in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow. You'll be okay tho, I just KNOW it!!!! Good Luck Hon and let us know as soon as you can what happens.
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Good luck, Joni. You are so very much in my thoughts and prayers.
Please let us know how you get on, won't you? You have so many people thinking of you and keeping you in their prayers today. But, we all know that you'll do fine.
Take care,
Carol
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