Thanks Phil - it helps and to answer your question about being just a regular check-up - well - it started out as one, and now I have to see an oncologist. I am going to take some time away from everything and everybody (except work) to try and get a handle on this. What a thing to come back to after a fantastic holiday away. Well I am gone for a while. Must go and cry now.
Don't know how to handle this.
Later - Jeannie
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You only live once; but if you work it right, once is enough. There is nothing better than the encouragement of a good friend.
Cry, Jeannie, and know that we cry with you. Pray, and know that we are also praying hard for you as well.
PS. Be prepared, but don't let yourself believe that it will be the worst. I can speak from personal experience that we can get better news than we are expecting.
-- Edited by Sick of being sick at 17:10, 2006-07-27
Please let us hear from you, you are in my Prayer's, been to a few myself, and it is scary, but just walk right through, one little baby step at a time.
Please know that you will be in my prayers. I will be thinking of you so much. Take care of yourself, won't you? Please let us know how things are going for you.
With love,
Carol
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Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~Dr. Seuss