Seems like I just had a big Burp, nothing serious, in my own Recovery.
When I decided to leave, guess what, I forgot that my Primary Purpose here is to aide in my Own Recovery, and THEN be here for the Alcoholic that is still suffering.
Read your email, Niall, and was compelled to change my mind. My peragative, thank God, I am a woman. haha.
Anyway, nice little vacation I had. But I do know in this Program of Blessings, we cannot keep them unless we give them away.
Someone said once, if you say you are going to leave, then just leave and don't come back, well, I have a Alcoholic mind, and the wiring just gets tangled up in a knot, so what more can I say.
Hugs and good to be back from my 5 day vacation, I had to leave to UNDERSTAND how much I would miss you all, if that makes sense.
I do not know what will happen to this still suffering alcoholic but one thing I do know:
The world would be a very sad place without people like you. Your spirituality, compassion and identification with people on this board is a wonderful thing to see.
You are a strong light here Toni. A beatiful voice of hope.
I don't always post here but I always take hope from your writings.
Wonderfully put, Niall. Hey you, Sis, welcome back.Ordered some dynamite fabric for you....now decide, just for today, is it all about cookies and milk, or are you in the mood for a sound beating? LOL, love you bunches, Wren
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i found god in myself/and I loved her/i loved her fiercely--Ntozake Shange
Am so very humbled by your words, Niall, but I is just a Recovery Alke, that needs you as much as ever.
And Chris, I think I will take those Cookies and Milk, for my little Brainfart. O.k. edit, if you must! have to tell you I went back in my Pictures, and did the highlighting thing, where all the true colors appeared, on that pic you sent. So So beautiful!
"Computer games don't affect kids; I mean if Pac-Man affected us as kids, we'd all be running around in darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening to repetitive electronic music." -- Kristian Wilson, Nintendo, Inc, 1989"
Great to see you back toni, i was sad whe you said you were going, you have helped me so much and i thank you for that,so glad you chose to come back, it wouldn't be the same without you!
take care and much love in recovery to you, kate .xx
