This was the most Positive thing I have read on this Board today, So So Happy to hear that, we all Pray for our Rob, we all love you, and want the Best for you. And I think or I hope you know that.
OMG OMG OMG .. I JUST WOKE UP.. . IM STILL drunk.. but wow..
I hardly posted cos i was so drunk.. holy cow its coming back to me .. i can ellaberate alitttle more..
I went a STAYING SOBER meeting... when it came round to me t read from the book i said "Ok, iv never done this before but im gona try... " and i read my paragraph from the book..
When it came round to the newcomers part of the meeting.. other people talked.. Then i jumped in at the next space and i talked about everything that i was feeling.. .how much i was fed up.. with myself my life etc.. oh wow.. im so proud of myself... i just said EVERYTHING.. Wish i had been alittle soberer so i could remember all of it.. i mean i was really wasted... But i spoke and just said EVERYTHING that i had been thinking..
I cant even tell you how i feel because of that.. And ffs i wish i could rem what other people said cos they could relate.. The guy next to me kept refering to me and at one point was pretty much talking to me but to the group of if you get me.. he was like.. "Rob... " and everything he was saying out loud was like also to me...
Soz im stil half asleep etc .. i just woke up and wanted to add more ...
I really just cant tell you how that felt/still feels to say/have said EVERYTHING that i was feeling...
Way to go Rob!!!!!!! It just gets better the more we open up! I am sooooooo happy for you! I want to cry! (Not unusual for me at this point!) So great to see this post! You made my day!
Way to go Rob!!!!!!! It just gets better the more we open up! I am sooooooo happy for you! I want to cry! (Not unusual for me at this point!) So great to see this post! You made my day! Jen