I stumbled upon the May 1st reading in "Language of Letting Go" by Melody Beattie. In that reading she has a prayer from the Big AA book. From there she goes on to write on the meaning and interpretation of this prayer (May 2nd, 3rd, 4th, etc.......) It helped me a lot ..... still trying to let go, work my program (and put my will aside). Hope this helps if anyone has the book....good reading material.