Well, it's been 104 days, 15 weeks since my last drink.
It was an awful travel bottle of some vanilla tasting vodka crap. I drank it just before my Dad picked me up for a meeting. I had had a full two days of bingeing. I was a mess. I couldn't function without shaking. I had dry heaves and cold sweats.....it was horrible.
I am so grateful to wake up this morning and feel great. I have health problems but I'm not scared anymore knowing my HP will take care of me.
I don't sweat the small stuff anymore, no pun intended
I wake up every morning and I'm grateful that I am sober. I am working on my sobriety and taking every last drop of pleasure out of all the things that AA and being sober is giving back to me.
I remember, so well, my last binge and how dreadful I felt the next morning. I truly never want to go back there again. Life is good and it's getting better every day.
Take care and have a GREAT day,
Carol
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Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~Dr. Seuss
so GLAD you Posted, and Congratulations on all the hard work, that goes into those first months.
Is everything in your life calming some, I sure hope so. And with life just being Life, that does not even really matter. Its about you and how you are doing.
