Hi there, Sorry for the post last night, was wrong of me, I suffer with alcoholism and that affects everything, I hope you guys can forgive me for being a nasty piecce of work last night
The waking up and regrettin stuf said/done is a real pain in the arse with drinking enit!?. I keep doing it.. But i keep drinking.. Tonight i bought drink but didnt touch it for about 1 3/4 hours..
I hope i dont post or do anything tonight that tomorrow i will regret.. Except for drinking itself
Just wanted to say i know what you mean with saying/doing and regretting...
Hey Rob. I think I have upset everyone man! and I dont like that! I do not deliberatly set out to hurt people. I spoke to my father and told him that i am going to keep my distance from now on. Im gonna keep posting here but got the feeling people aint going to reply cos I got mad. the funny thing is this is all i got.
I know the feeling jus looking at the booze man, it is undescribable the remorse and guilt that goes hand in hand, some day you will be well and I hope that you do not suffer too much getting there.
speak soon and dont be afraid to speak out, we are real people with real lives man Im thinkin of you.
Well, shoot, I guess I missed something, Robert, cuz I'm not mad. I noticed a few deleted posts from last night, so guess my brain was farting when I read them, cuz I don't know what happened. Or maybe they didn't bother me. Whatever happened, I'm sure it wasn't something you set out to do to annoy people. Shit just happens sometimes. My guess is, everyone's over it now. Like Phil tells us, it's a new day. Wren
PS: I forgot to tell you how awesome your sound system layout is! I looked at all those dials and knobs and got very grateful that I have remote controls for everything I listen to, LOL. Total confusion.....
-- Edited by Wren at 18:03, 2006-04-28
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hey wren, patched it all up tonight,. not that much but I aint fraid of losing it now,. got no one robbin me no more, that drove me to the pits when my last studio was robbed., every time i saw a certain person id dive behind a car wall what ever to hide., was scared.
