Ahem. I do believe I hear a toilet flushing...............Three days, Rob. You can walk into that meeting tomorrow night and say "this is my fourth day sober". Just one day/night at a time. Every single day, it gets better. IF YOU LET IT. Let it get better, Rob. You deserve better and better, and you know that. Prayers are so with you. love wren
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Funny, isn't it, how friends and a Power greater than ourselves can neutralize nightmares?
Well if i walk into a meetin tomorrow it will finish before the offi closes so i would only be able to say that i had 3 days sober..
yeah i might flush it.. .. but then that would mean pickin it up.. and remember..dont pick up the first drink.. lol.. and if i pick it up i may look at it and wonder..
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so for mo its been chucked back under bed still in carrier bag.
Rob, Dont throw down the toilet, open it up and pour it down the sink, write while you are right in the middle of a post........we'll hang on...while you do it.......if it stays under your Bed, then you know its there, if its gone, you know its gone. If this is your 3rd sober day, then tomorrow would be your 4th day. Spliting hairs, NOT A Good idea to let it stay there, one time I took some one home from a Recovery home, and cleared her entire house, made sure there was not "just one" laying around. It is the first drink that will get YOU Rob, not the 42nd.
OK, thats my take for today, and I can hear you saying, "Thanks for Sharing Toni", now buzz off.
Well mate, that's just me. I trust you can do this, there is only misery waiting for you in that first one. Why keep the misery optional??????
Hugs, Toni, That's why we say it a million times to each other, Just don't pick up the first one, and you'll be o.k.
There is a skull and crossbone on that can, that you are having a hard time seeing, put on you glasses, 3D glasses and you'll see it.
Didn't you feel you sense of self esteem rise just a little.........................My guess is you did.
GOOD for You. Now, tomorrow is you're 4th day, right?????
Now, I can go out and wash my car. Hugs, and more Hugs, we all know you are goin do this my friend, Lots of Love, and a really good nites sleep, By the way did you see the irish shellfish with Italian names, last nite. Hope you have a PEACEFUL sleep my dear friend.
