Iffer, I just read your post to Rob's post below and want to say welcome to MIP. I'm glad you are here. Congratulations on your 3 and a half months sober. Keep coming back .
Thanx for what you said.. Amazed thats its because of me you signed on... low self esteem kicking in again.
Not much to say.. but thanx for saying hi and welcome to this site.. .. its helpin me.. it helped me get the strenght to go to a meeting. i would probably have gone at some point but it gave me the support.. cos i knew there were people rooting for me and that i could come home from meeting and please people by saying id been to one.. so this website has been a great help to me.. more than i could ever say at this point..
The girl i spoke to on monday night on aa helpline.. Sarah.. didnt know about an internet forum i dont think so i may write address down and pass it on at meeting.. but duno if that will be nxt meetin or way in future.. But this site is giving me a place to say how i feel.. I have a bloke called Alan's number to call ANYTIME 24/7 as he said but i duno what to say etc. but when it comes to typing etc on here i can totaly say stuff.. if i phoned allan right now id have nothing to say. but on here im writing loads..
Phil, I run into that If Only guy too! He's not my brother though..
Sobriety is tough. I am up and I am down and it is just a rollercoaster of emotions. The only thing that is keeping me from drinking today is my faith in a HP. I pray alot these days.....
