phil im realy thasnk full for all youre help and advice and support had i not contacted you and you not returned my call today the first thing i was going to do was file for divorce to show her butt i know now that its anger and recentment toward myself her and the rest of this f*** up world i have already taped that to the mirror in my room and i know the only thing i need to dotoday is not drink(as if it was that easy)butt ill try thanks talk to you later phil
I hear your frustration. I don't know whether or not you will end up divorced,,, I don't know whether or not your marriage can work. But I know that the AA 12 Step program says 'easy does it', and stuff to keep us moving constructively.. cuz we AA's tend to be 'all or nothing' and get upset easy.... sometimes that is why we drink, and at first we don't know how to cope if we don't drink, cuz that was our one coping mechanism and now it's gone, so we have to learn better coping skills.
love in recovery,
amanda
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oh AMEN!!! control freak here, seeing this message...trying to force MY will becuz i think i know best, and when i DO suceed its either worn me out so i cannot enjoy, or its messed up, or just not right!!!!! backing off, allowing hp to kick in, (and it is hard) usually nets me better results.....thanks, rosie