Today is a day where I can honestly say I feel like a Mack Truck ran into me, head on.
I think because it is Valentine's day, I have been missing my little Annie Pie, my cat of over 15 years.
I don't like Grief, as a matter of Fact, I friggen hate it. I do not understand why Loving has to turn into this!!!! I have been Praying. There is a component to Grief, that I would have to describe as So Horrible. Takes your breath away.
Well I don't know if I am going to Post this, it feels like a lot of self-pity. But if thats what I am feeling, then that is what I am feeling.
I don't think it is self pity, it is more like I just don't get it!!
Life on life's terms, not my terms, o.k., I do get it. Now. But I still don't like it.
I know that the guidelines of MIP are to share our Experience, Strength and Hope with each other, but today I don't have ES & H to share. But we are also suppose to use this MIP board to get stuff out, right.
Love you all,
Just confused and sad today, Toni
I just needs some cyber hugs today, and by the way, where is Mr. Phil??????
I just needs some cyber hugs today, and by the way, where is Mr. Phil??????