I have been working with some newcomers at the local rehab. I am just grateful that God has given me the opportunity to work with others. I am also grateful that God has not allowed me to squander these last 25 years of AA recovery. At least my earthly life will account for something instead of dying drunk and wasted this wonderful life.
Yes, one of the great pleasures I enjoy these days is seeing newcomers come in ... even better, and of immense pleasure, is to see them stay and work the program and recover to enjoy life themselves ... it is indeed wonderful to witness the broken bodies that come in, turn around and become absolutely wonderful human beings with lots to give back ... ...
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'Those who leave everything in God's hand will eventually see God's hand in everything.'
Gonee...have a copy of the "Just For Today" Pamphlet? You'll find them so often in Al-Anon literature tables. The pamphlete ends with the prayer which starts with "Lord...make me an instrument...." Have you said that prayer yet? Sounds like you have often. Mahalo.
I can absolutely relate to the gratitude you feel. All of the sponsorees I've helped through the Steps over the years have been a great joy to me. When I was wasting my life on myself, indulging myself, and seeking to make myself happy, I couldn't feel anything like joy. I'm thankful too. It's a great place to be, isn't it? Blessings, Mike D.
