its my partners house, or make a break, i have to play the system now, get drunk.. threaten suicide in order to get help, unless i want to sleep on the beach tonight.. pester my doctor?
In case you are still at your partners... I was trying to get into a detox off and on for a few weeks just recently- every time i was ready, I felt like I physically couldn't make it to a meeting, had to lie down in bed- even tried the getting drunk to get into a detox thing once... But when I came to I wanted to drink again...
Finally I made it to a meeting, and then two more that day... and I have 8 days now, thanks to God and the amazing people in the rooms of AA
Badger, Have you finished the bottle yet? You can stop drinking now, start the day over. Like suggested, call AA, go to a meeting, call a detox center, call your Dr.. Don't worry about your partner, she will do what she will do, all you can do is take care of you. We care, we've all felt what you are feeling.
I just recently watched as my husband once again destroyed himself with the bottle. You have choices to make, what are they going to be? It's up to you.When we do nothing we are also making a decision.You are in my prayers.
Hi Badger. A detox is well worth it. It may be worth going to your local A&E with the rest of that vodka and when you've had enough, go in and ask for help. Alternativly just phone 999.
Got to go
Best wishes
Chris.
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