I have lookt through this board for to days now. And I have reed a loot of hart breaking stuff.I don't now if this depends on my state of mind.
I have allso seen a great belife in the HP.
I Sweden you don't talk this mutch about HP. but I think its a great abillety to be abel to do it as openlly as you do here.
It has allso given me some reminders. Since I became sober 4years ago 10 of my nerest friends/relatives has died from this deases. Before my soberty none thats somthing that I have hade a hard time deling whit. Questions like: why me wy should I be alloud to live and florice. I would gladlye have given my life for youst one of my friends.
But my HP wouldn't have it that way. My social worker an Doctor once told me that: pepole whit your history youst don't make it. And that gute me thinking that if I youst thougt hard enough one what I did to geet sober maybe youst maybe I wouldent have to watch anotherone of my friends die. And what did I find? The only thing I didn't whont to find that I could only help if they and the HP wanted me to.
I don't now what I wanted to say whit this I youst had to geet it out of my system.
Fred79
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Kenny Rogers whit: Coward of the county. (I think that describes me fairly well)
Thanks Fred, Yes, we have to accept the fact that in the end everyone has a choice and it is all between them and their Higher Power.
I'm so grateful that I know when I ask God to lead me and guide me , He is not going to send me somewhere I shouldn't be. If "I" end up some place I shouldn't be , He will help me get out of the situation, if I ask...
Yes, some of us here do share about our Higher Power, and everyone seems okay with it. I know if God had not heard me the day I fell to my knees and cried out, I would not be here today to share. I am a very humble, grateful, recovering alcoholic, who can do nothing without Him.
It is so hard to watch friends and loved ones die from this disease, but we can't give up , we have to carry the message to others.
Hey Fred? You have a good day Buddy. And yaaaa-theres gotta be a Higher Power. :) Guys like you and I are still here. Living on borrowed time, sober. Every day is a gift.
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Easy Does it..Keep It Simple..Let Go and Let God..
