TipMc I'm getting a sense you may want this so do yourself another service, sit down, concentrate & answer the questions in the attached file. They will help you break through your ego to a little surrender & serenity inside. Report back with your results. Good luck & God bless. Danielle
So I did your step one questionnaire. I spent a lot of time on it actually, really contemplating my answers and being as deeply introspective as I'm capable of and do wanna know something? It didn't make me feel very good at all. In fact it made me realize that things are even worse then I thought they were. That my drinking is even more out of control and causing more chaos in my life than I was willing to admit. Thanks a lot
So do you have one of these for step 2?
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Sorry, Phil. It wasn't meant for you. It helped me get over my ego & it really hurt. For someone who was quite a low bottom drunk I really needed this to get some perspective & to smash the illusion that I could be like other people. I really need to know that I can't drink again lest I try again. Your sobriety is beautiful from what I can tell & I'm sorry if this has caused you any unease. It was my tuppence for TMc should he have chosen to accept. I hope it hasn't caused any more harm than good. My apologies. Danielle x
Ps. Are you sure you want Step2? ;) lol
-- Edited by Sobrietyspell at 14:47, 2007-12-14
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No it hasn't caused any harm. I live in a world of fantasy and denial, I need to realize the reality of my situation. I need to understand what I'm throwing away. I need to get a grasp on how good my life is and how I'm not appreciating it or treating anything in it with love or respect.