I have that sickly feeling in my stomach. THere is a girl at uni who has the grumps with me, ever since I refused to be part of her putting other people down and excluding them purposefully, well now I am being excluded.
we sit in a line and I dred the words from the lectura "right now everyone form a group of three" jen and polly turn to face each other which means I have jens back turned to me, I hate it I really do it makes me feel so worthless and uncomfortable.
its funny we talk about all these "buzz" words in class like equality and all that but we ahve some of the sickest animals within this class and they do the opposite to what they talk about, ie they are directly sexist against men, they purosfully exclude the one thats different, (thats me today) someone else next. and they just seem to be full of rubbish.
im feeling sick just thinking about it- it brings me back to my playground days where no one wanted to talk to me because I was full of shame and fear.
I cant go through with this each day I attend uni!!
Yeah what Phil said. Gotta choose what you take seriously, or society will choose for you. Society is just the side show, don't let em fool you into thinking they are the main attraction, get distracted from finding your Godly part. This goes in general, both school and college, if you where one of 'em, they'd accept you as such. Deep down they know you see through the gig, whether you understand it or not. Your being ashamed is simply feeling their shame for them and recieving all that they honestly have to offer. I think I broke my brain again. left eyelid twitching. Oh yeah the point. Giving, instead of looking to receive. Give 'em grace. What you received. The good, the bad, the ugly, and even the Canadians. The earnest sheep will instinctively love you and appreciate you for it, blind and lost in the game or not, but the wolves 'll still bite regardless.
To thine own self be true. Is this the one of them mentioned in your previous topic? No matter where you go or what you do you'll run into one of them, don't let them take away your dreams. You need to learn how to accept these people and not let them affect your self worth.
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