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Following Direction
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Today my sweet husband bought me a present, a DVD player! Wow! Well neither my husband nor I are very swift when it comes to anything technical. So when we discovered that our tv's are too old and dont have the right holes I could feel the panic set in. Then lookin at the stuff made me more panicy cause i...
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When I was drinking
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I had a lot of willpower.....for years I managed to stop trying to quit drinking. I always hated the sight of liquor....that's why I drank it so fast. There were times that if I got any higher....I would have needed a safety harness. Occasionally, I was held up by friends on my way home....it was the...
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Whining, moaning, sharing....and finally...ES&H
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What a mess my world has been lately..... The good news, I think I'm over the coffee mug crisis. I shared it with John yesterday and it was the one thing that he could relate to! He has his own 'mug story". His is about a car. Then, of course, he proceeded to tell me it's just a cup, yada, yada, yada........
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excited
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Excited about a meeting tonight. I have not been to one in without being dragged in months, and it feels so good to know that after my relapse, I am going "Home" tonight. Topic: How can i keep my appreciation of meetings, and keep GOING even after things get "normal" again? Thanks...
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Big book
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As we go through the day we pause, when agitated or doubtful, and ask for the right thought or action. We constantly remind ourselves we are no longer running the show, humbly saying to ourselves many times each day "Thy will be done." We are then in much less danger of excitement, fear, ange...
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try "reply" at top in blue border
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I see that St Pete Dean and KLT were able to post replies by clicking the "reply" at the top of a post in the blue border. Please try that until our site administrator can fix the problem. Hope it works for everyone.
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Daily Reflections 12/2
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SERENITY Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, . . . TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 106 As I continued to go to meetings and work the Steps, something began to happen to me. I felt confused because I wasn't sure what it was that I was feeling, and then I realized I was experi...
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Letting Go of the Little Stuff-OM
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We experience numerous disappointments each and every day. Our expectations go unmet, our plans are blocked by circumstance, our wishes go unfulfilled, and we discover that our lives are subject to a myriad of forces beyond our conscious control. In some cases, our response is powerful because we...
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Re: Plucked up the courage to make that call.
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Hi Kaz,
That is great news and I am so pleased that you 'phoned the help-line. I know that everybody you meet at meetings will be terrific and so helpful.
It was great, too, to read that you are feeling better than you have for a while.
Please keep posting and letting us know how things go for you, won...
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24 Hrs a Day ~ 1st Dec 07
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A.A. Thought for the Day ~ The thoughts that come before having a slip are often largely unconscious. It is a question whether or not our subconscious minds ever become entirely free from alcoholic thoughts as long as we live. For instance, some of us dream about being drunk when we are asleep, even aft...
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12 Days Sober (again)
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Hi there. Well, I did it. I picked up right before my 3 years anniversary, which would have been Feb 1 '08. I became complacent. Quit going to meetings. Quit taking antidepressants which history has shown for me is a vital part of my well being. Got wrapped up in school and isolating and me me me stuff. Fou...
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Plucked up the courage to make that call.
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I finally, just 10 minutes ago plucked up the courage to phone the national helpline and spoke to a lovely lady who just lives in the next village. She has her own meeting there on a sunday evening and is picking me up to go to that and then taking me to others during the week. What a sign that was, to ring a N...
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Never hire an alcoholic as your attorney [more alkie bs]
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Man i feel like such an alkie right now (sober or not). Good news is my night sweats seem to finally be abating, and i can actually sleep for a few hours at a time without burning up...Night sweats are a sign of withdrawals i assume right? My luck i probly have lymphoma... Anyways, So ive been working on thi...
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wtf is wrong with me?
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I am really not in a good place at all, and haven't been for the last 2 days. I haven't had these kinds of thoughts in such a long time and it just hit me these past 2 nights. Just really depressed, and off and on thoughts of hurting myself, actually had a brief thought of suicide before I got the sense to cal...
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anyone having trouble with "Reply"?
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Is anyone still having with the "Reply" feature? I came on this morning and saw that a couple could not get it to post. I did post a reply to Carolinagirl's post and it worked for me, so I am hoping that whatever glich caused the problem is gone.
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I cant reply either but I want to thank you all.
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Thank you all so much for your support. I have just spent an awful few days trying to find my way back to this site in a panic. My nephew found it for me and added it to my favourites today so hopefully no more panicking. For some reason it wont let me reply on the original message to you all but again I want...
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Reply
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Hi all I cant reply either!! Lots of good topics going on.. Lisa I hope things are better!! Call someone or get someone to come over. You mean way to much to all of us!! Gotta run tho, Womans AA luncheon today! Should be a huge crowd! Just need to find some pants to fit my big butt so I can eat lots!!! HAHA Told y...
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Daily Reflections 12/1
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"SUGGESTED" STEPS Our Twelfth Step also says that as a result of practicing all the Steps, we have each found something called a spiritual awakening. . . . A.A.'s manner of making ready to receive this gift lies in the practice of the Twelve Steps in our program." TWELVE STEPS AND TWEL...
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Anyone figure out how to reply to a topic yet?
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I had the same problem last night, and this morning but I noticed SOBS was abel to reply, how did you do it?
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Website Meltdown????
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I can post a new topic, but can't reply to any.......thought it was my computer till I read Lisa's post......hmmm.......
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RE: CarolinaGirl
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What's goin on with the problems with replying?? tried in firefox and IE, wouldn't let it go through... anyway... guess I'll copy Wren and do a new post then... Wren said... "How easy it is to forget the soul and spirit sickness that goes hand in hand with alcoholism, let alone the insanity. We...
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Letting People Be There for Us
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Sometimes, we need nurturing. Sometimes, we need people to support us.
Many of us have been deprived of support and nurturing for so long we may not realize it's something we want and need. Many of us have learned to block our stop ourselves from getting what we want and need.
We may not reach out to h...
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Hi to all
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It sure has been awhile, hope that everyone is healthy and doing well, it looks like this site has had some changes, just wanted to say hi. Toni
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The Power of Disengagement
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Playing Mind Games For better or worse, many people have been raised to believe that communicating in an honest and open way will not get them what they want. They have learned, instead, to play mind games or go on power trips in the service of their egos agenda. People stuck in this outmoded and ineffic...
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I need a little HELP
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Hi, well I first just checked in after a long while, then I decided to ask for some help from you. I have a very dear friend, very close to her, and she and her husband are going through what I think so many people are going through, Home Foreclosure. My problem, is I Pray so hard for them, try so hard to let go a...
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Hi All...Everything's o.k.
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Hello everyone! Sorry I didn't post letting you know my whereabouts. I've had a couple of p.m.'s asking (thank you for the caring) and Thought it would be quicker to post here. Michelle and I are moving and have been working on it for the last month, so checking in has been difficu...
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Could be a Positive
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Some thing happened today, It's weird something happened for what reasons I have no idea, maybe it was just meant to be. I've recieved a phone call this mornig, in regards my childrens real father, kinda of wierd but maybe this is what needed to take place. Him and I haven't spoken in 16 years, when my son...
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Speaking out
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Ok, this isn't really about recovery, but this is something I have seen quite a bit of and heard about in the little over a year I've been in AA, mostly and *especially* with online groups. I have never had a problem here, you all are family, and I trust y'all. But there is a chatroom I go to where I see a who...
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Detachment
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One day, my son brought a gerbil home to live with us. We put it in a cage. Some time later, the gerbil escaped. For the next six months, the animal ran frightened and wild through the house. So did we - chasing it.
"There it is. Get it!" we'd scream, each time someone spotted the gerbil. I, or m...
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my metings...
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i haven't been to a meeting for a week, and dont know when i'll go to one next. the reason being that ive been sick as a parrot since friday night. this horrible fever came over me and i felt like my body was on fire. haven't eaten hardly anything for four days- but starting to eat a bit more now. i will have to r...
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24 Hrs a Day ~ 30th Nov 07
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A.A. Thought for the Day ~ We have slips in A.A. It has been said these are not slips but premeditated drunks, because we have to think about taking a drink before we actually take one. The thought always comes before the act. It is suggested that people should always get in touch with an A.A. before takin...
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I feel compelled to post this
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I have been following a fairly local story with a hurting heart. It takes me back to the days where risky behavior and alcoholism went hand in hand for me. When I left home at 18, I was full of anger, resentment, pain, and hostility. Once I discovered that magic 'elixir' in the bottle, I was a freight train...
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Daily Reflections 11/30
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PROTECTION FOR ALL At the personal level, anonymity provides protection for all members from identification as alcoholics, a safeguard often of special importance to newcomers. At the level of press, radio, TV, and films, anonymity stresses the equality in the Fellowship of all members by putti...
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Reason why i drink (typical alkie share, no one else exactly to tellit to tho right now)
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MEH.. Okay so for you guys that read my long, rambling, and most likely totally discontinuous and incompresible first post about my alcohol induced "epiphone", lemme just tellya what the girl said to me today (We met up to hangout at a coffee shop or whatever). She was like I wanna be like yo...
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Daily Reflection not avail for today....12&12 instead!
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"When a man or a woman has a spiritual awakening, the most important meaning of it is that he has now become able to do, feel, and believe that which he could not do before on his unaided strength and resources alone. He has been granted a gift which amounts to a new state of consciousness and being. H...
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FRIENDS!!!
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Hope all of you are well! I was just thinking how lucky I am to have such great new AA friends!!! From the people on MIP that allow me to share my true feelings and offer up hope and understanding and an unconditional love no matter what to the friends Ive met in meetings. Sure I have friends and family but Im...
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24 Hrs a Day ~ 29th Nov 07
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A.A. Thought for the Day ~ The A.A. way is the way of sobriety, and yet there are slips. Why do these slips occur? Why don't we all accept A.A. and stay sober from then on? There are many reasons, but it has been proved without exception that once we have become alcoholics we can never drink successfully ag...
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24 Hrs a Day ~ 28th Nov 07
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A.A. Thought for the Day ~ The A.A. way is the way of sobriety. A.A. is known everywhere as a method that has been successful with alcoholics. Doctors, psychiatrists, and clergymen have had some success. Some men and women have got sober all by themselves. We believe that A.A. is the most successful an...
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Back to the Steps
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Go back to the Steps. Go back to a Step
When we don't know what to do next, when we feel confused, upset, distraught, at the end of our rope, overwhelmed, full of self will, rage, or despair, go back to the Steps.
No matter what situation we are facing, working a Step will help. Focus on one, trust your i...
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A Few AA Acronyms
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Hi all,
Someone emailed me a few AA acronyms and I just thought that I'd share them with you all.
Have a great day,
Carol
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F.I.N.E.
[I'm] Frustrated, Insecure, Neurotic, Emotional
F.E.A.R.
Face Everything And Recover
N.U.T.S.
Not Using...
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Turning It Over
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Do your best and leave to God the rest. -- Proverb
There comes a time in facing a challenge when we have done all that we can, and still the situation remains unresolved. This is the time to turn the problem over and release our cares into the hands of spirit. When we let the Universe take charge, anythin...
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just checkin in...
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Hey y'all... Well, my back is better, the sciatica is mostly better... I'm driving again, getting to meetings, only a bit of problems with my leg after the long drives, but tolerable enough... went to a couple of really good meetings the past 2 nights, Sunday I went to my old homegroup in Memphis, a 1...
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Introductory post/Epiphone
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Okay, this is Cut/pasted from my blog, where ill try to keep track of my progress at http://diaryofamadman11.blogspot.com/ mainly cause retyping it would be a bitch. Okay, tail end of one of the worst benders of my life...8 days long prolly, all day/night basically (including on the job which is...
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Health questions
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Hello, I have been drinking since I was 12 years old, and very heavily in the past 5 years, I am 27 now. After many blackouts and few bouts of vomitting up a large amount of blood. (where it came from, my stomach? I have no idea) I decided to try giving the old cold turkey a shot. It has now been about 6 days sinc...
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Confession
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I have not been to a meeting in 3 months!!! Yet..... I feel I am progressing, and have gone through tough emotional tests and came out strong with my faith intact and sober. I know I'm doing the wrong thing.....but I've rationalized that the $$ and family are where I should spend my time, and I have. But....
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I did something ugly today....
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My granny would have labeled it "ugly" & then she'd say "God don't like ugly" ..It was silly, petty and childish..But it's buggin the crap outta me. I'd readily call my sponsor but she's out of town this week..... so, ya'll get ready laugh. There are soooo many other things...
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Daily Reflections 11/28
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ATTRACTION, NOT PROMOTION Through many painful experiences, we think we have arrived at what that policy ought to be. It is the opposite in many ways of usual promotional practice. We found that we had to rely upon the principle of attraction rather than promotion. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITION...
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24 Hrs a Day ~ 27th Nov 07
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A.A. Thought for the Day ~ The way of A.A. is the way of sobriety, fellowship, service, and faith. Let us take up each one of these things and see if our feet are truly on the way. The first and greatest to us is sobriety. The others are built on sobriety as a foundation. We could not have the others if we did no...
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We Can Trust Ourselves
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For many of us, the issue is not whether we can trust another person again; it's whether we can trust our own judgment again.
"The last mistake I made almost cost me my sanity," said one recovering woman who married a sex addict. "I can't afford to make another mistake like that.&quo...
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Happy Birthday Ironman 1yr Today!
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Congratulations on your 1st Anniversay, Jarrod! Happy Sober Day! I hope you're enjoying the best your life has to offer today. May more be revealed as you troop onwards & upwards 1Day@aTime. Well Done, dear. You're a real inspiration. Keep on keeping on & in all your hard won work & effor...
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