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tough day
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Today my emotions have been all over the board. I have a headache and want to just cry. I have just hung around the house all day and slept, and have done very little. I am trying to figure out what I am feeling and why I am feeling like this? Anyone have any words of wisdom?
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This disease took another
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My neighbor died as a result of liver failure. Keep his family in your thoughts and prayers.
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A returning former member
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Greetings all, I originally joined AA at the age of 18 back in 2008 and spent nearly two years sober until one night I was at a party with friends and though "why not?" and had a drink. The next meeting I went to, I told no one about this and decided to quietly leave AA. In the thirteen months tha...
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Anxiety Attacks, Whining Titty Baby!
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Yep, thats me! The guy that so many think of as big bad John, the "GetterDone" guy, the one that so many come to when their ass is in a vise and their head is stuck in their ass... I have been to the ER twice in the past week for anxiety attacks. At first I went thinking I was having respirory problems, couldn...
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Just interesting things I found online.. you might enjoy.
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Wiggle your mouse inside this window Use the displayed keyboard to make some music beatles on cassette Watch Video of your favorite artist
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How it works
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I had a harsh reminder this morning that when an Alcoholic takes back control, their future becomes uncertain. Today, I respect my disease because I know it waits for me around every corner, and it whispers lies in my ears at every opportunity. Today I will pray for those still caught up in this shit. D...
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The Addiction Club
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poisonous people!
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ID hate to complain on this board, as were all trying to live better happier lives, but Im wondering if anyone elses life is poisoned by the same problem I have for so many years ive gone nuts. Is it just me or is it every time you start feeling good, getting positive and shaking off the crap there is someon...
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30 Days!
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I'm wrapping up day 30. Boy what a rollercoaster of emotions this past month has been. Emotionally, things leveled out about a week ago and I'm more "stable", so that is cool. I had a horrid nightmare last night that I got drunk and even in my dream I was saying "i was on day 29 and I screwed...
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Dr Bob's 3rd step prayer
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Does anyone have a copy of Dr Bob's 3rd step prayer? I read it once and really liked it but I never took a copy. Thanks, Mike.
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The reality of drinking
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I have a neighbor who is my age, 53. He is in the intensive care unit right now with liver failure and kidneys that have shut down. He is in a chemically induced coma to keep him comfortable. This a result of his drinking and drug use. I drank with him a few times. In my struggle to become sober this is an examp...
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Thought for the day
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I get these every morning in my email, and they are wonderful to read when you just wake up. Trying to ignore our worries only pushes them underground. Pretending we are not anxious, when we are, is a tactic that fools no one, especially not ourselves. Attempting to deny or repress our fears and worri...
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The Addiction Club
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The lie of drinking
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Another post on here reminded me of this poem. I heard it in a meeting so I searched for it and found it. Very profound: I drank for happiness and became unhappy; I drank for joy and became miserable. I drank to be out-going and became self-centred; I drank for sociability and became argumentative an...
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When you are Hurt -Understand this.
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Im at the point in my recovery where Im starting to see something and at least for me it is seeming like the key to a lost world. YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND THERE ARE GOOD PEOPLE IN THE WORLD. there are people who care and sometimes its the hardest thing to see in the world. Sometimes we are very hurt and very s...
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I'm looking for an online sponsor... is that okay?
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I could really use some extra support. No 13th steppers please. I am married. I don't care if you're male or female, but know that my goal is to keep my family sound.
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hi
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Hi am Alexx am 35 bi gendered married with no kids and i live with my cats I am 4 weeks clean from taking any drink am finding things hard at the moment because of things that are going on for me right now I lost my dad in septmber of last year and my mum has been getting treatment for cervical cancer we a...
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Daily Reflections ~ Hope & 24hrs a Day
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Do not be discouraged. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 60 Few experiences are of less value to me than fast sobriety. Too many times discouragement has been the bonus for unrealistic expectations, not to mention self-pity or fatigue from my wanting to change the world by the weekend. Discouragement is a w...
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Service
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Service: It is one of the greatest compensations in life that no one can help another without helping themselves Ralph Waldo Emerson What are some of you...
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The Addiction Club
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New today
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Today is day 4 sober for me. I did not think I had a drinking problem until I finally realized that I do not drink socially, or occasionally. I drink to forget about the day when it is bad, and to celebrate when it was good. When I did drink, which became every night I drank to get drunk. I would drink befo...
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Truth
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One of the things that we do in our use is lie. And I was thinking that one of the reasons we use is to hide our true feelings. And in the process I became an alcoholic. In the irony of this disease the drinking took my truth away. So in trying to run from my truth all drinking did was add more deception. This is...
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I'm new
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Hello, I am a newly recovering alcoholic. I am thirty four years old and have four children. I have only been sober fore eight days. I wanted to know what others went through at such an early stage. What they felt physically, emotionally, etc.... Thanks
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Day 5
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I want to thank everyone for welcoming me to the site. It feels really good to have support through this and know that there are others struggling and pushing through this. I am feeling really positive today and know this is where my life starts to begin. I think the most rewarding thing for me is to fi...
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Support Group Requirements
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WOW...apparently this group is not for me! But thanks anyway....I've had a great time. I actually love going to the AA group I am able to make it to. I was just curious...about the legal crap. But I guess in your groups' eyes, I am cutting corners, not appreciating the chance I've been given, and tak...
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I am going to be in Hawaii March 3 - 10th
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My best friend is taking me to Honolulu and we will be staying 8 miles from the airport. anyone 'close' that i can meet at a meeting? we will have a rental car, so i will be able to drive to any local meetings. just wondering, it would be great to meet sober friends from MIP. jj/sheila
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"I can only keep myself sober"
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Went to a meeting last night, the speaker mentioned the above phrase as he spoke about working with others. It is truly amazing how God always puts someone in my path who tells me exactly what I need to hear....it's been happening for so long! I really don't let much bother me, but I must admit the w...
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Quiting drinking
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Hello, I'm a 28 year old alcoholic and I want to stop drinking. However, every time I sober up, I experience seiziers and convulsions when i try to sleep. Is there an OTC medication I can take to prevent this? Thanks.
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Making a Plan.
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I was just having a low few days and I noticed something. The thought of drinking was on my mind but I knew it wasnt a good idea. I figured something out and its pretty basic but its something that can lift your mood a lot quicker than just going through your day doing the needed things. What I figured out...
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Today
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How are you today? For many of us new to the program a simple thing like dropping something, spilling a couple drops of coffee, the remote not working properly, or an upset child can really test patience and cause an unpleasant start to the day. We usually build on that misery and manufacture somethin...
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The Addiction Club
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3 years sober and not in a celebratory mood
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In more of a bah humbug mood. 6 months ago i lost my medical. 2 months ago i weaned myself off the anti depressants. now i`m as depressed as ever if not worse. barely squeaking by financially as i have been ever since the dui that ended my career as a bus driver. sick of aa meetings. sick of my home group. sick...
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Struggling
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I completed a 30 day rehab in December but I have been struggling since I came home. I have relapsed and I am pretty down on myself. I'm finding it difficult to let go of the past as some of the wrekage due to my using has come back to haunt me. I am pretty much alone and scared most of the time. I'm trying to w...
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how to accept a love lost
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Without getting into a ton of details, my drinking caused my break up. He's moved on and is getting married this year but I always thought maybe one day we would get back together after I became sober (317 days today). I'm having such a hard time accepting it's really over between us and what if I had jus...
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God Calling - Perfect Work
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"Times of prayer are times of growth. Cut those times short and many well-filled hours of work may be profitless. Heaven's values are so different from the values of earth. From the point of view of the Great Worker, one poor tool, working all the time but doing bad work, is of small value compar...
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Grand plans in early sobriety- the reality is better that the dream!
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I have heard it suggested that a newly sober alcoholic should write down where you want to be and what you want to have and be like after five years in AA, and that it is most likely you will sell yourself well short. There were two things for me. Firstly I wanted to be a taxi driver. An honorable profession f...
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Stress, Stress, Stress
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Hello fam away from fam, Just thought I would post a note on stress. Right now, I am going through some pretty stressful training that has pretty much involved about 14-16 hours a day of study/testing. It will last in pretty much the same mode for the next 15 days and then I will have practical testing af...
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The window
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Digging around in my head today, I found this poem. It was written by a much younger me (I can't remember how old, but I know I wasn't in junior high yet,because it wasn't that long after my parents divorced, and suddenly I had a lot of time to "think"). As I write it out now, and let it sink in, I ho...
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Yesterday
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Yesterday was the 12th anniversary of my dad's death. I spent some time with my Mum and mys sister and her husband. It was a difficult day for me becuase I don't fit what 'others' seem to expect. Harsh as it seems, it was a big relief for me when dad died. Although he did do lot's of good stuff, he also did some...
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Life on Life's Terms
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I was thinking this morning, (yeah, I do that from time to time)... Life, it takes it's own twist and turns. As we move through it, many people will enter and many will go, situations will arise, love will inspire, and break hearts, accomplishments will be achieved, some will not, days will go by way to...
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Good stuff
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I woke up this morning reluctant to go to a meeting (just out of sheer laziness and complacency which I know is bad). Anyhow, I told myself, "Come on Mark, you know you are going to be glad you went and you might hear or see something profoundly meaningful." I said this to myself, because tha...
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A promise being kept.
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The very first promise I heard and which came true for me didn't present itself in an AA meeting. I got here thru the back door...the one that is between Al-Anon and AA. I don't question that because I was done and God wasn't, as I learned later on. The very first promise which I so needed to hear was &...
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Hello Guys, been away a bit.
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Been away for work for a long old while, only slept in my own bed maybe 5 times this month. However.......... I've been to some great meetings, seen some stunning landscapes, met some great people within and outwith the fellowship, done things I thought I'd never be able to do and am at peace with myself...
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Just realized...
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The compulsion to drink is gone!! Yes it is...finally!! And what is weird is that my 33rd year of being alcohol free quietly slipped by on the 8th of this month. I posted a couple times month ago about a couple of face to face hand to hand struggles I had with other peoples alcohol leaving it for me to di...
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Step Work Board support
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Please take a moment to go to the step work board, and respond to the lead in the AA area by Dan B. Your experience, strength and hope is needed there. John
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Happy Anniversary Fyne Spirit (Mike H)!
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Congrats Mike H on 32 years! Thanks for really bringing the Experience, Strength, and Hope to our board! -- Edited by StPeteDean on Friday 10th of February 2012 12:42:09 AM
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Daily Reflections ~ The Challenge of Failure & 24hrs a Day
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In Gods economy, nothing is wasted. Through failure, we learn a lesson in humility which is probably needed, painful though it is. AS BILL SEES IT, p. 31 How thankful I am today, to know that all my past failures were necessary for me to be where I am now. Through much pain came experience and, in sufferin...
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God Calling - Swift Help
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"Pray for more faith, as a thirsty man in a desert prays for water. Swift and strong comes My help. Do you know what it is to feel sure that I can never fail you? As sure as you are that you still breathe? How poor is man's faith. Pray daily and most diligently that your faith may increase." ...
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Wow, this disease really can mess you up and kill you!
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I've been hearing over and over that alcoholism is progressive and can kill you. Just like when I get into a car, I don't assume I'm going to be the one to die on the road that day, I know that it happens. It seems like something not worth thinking about, as I have to get from point a to point b. I put on my seat be...
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Freedom - what freedom has sobriety given you?
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This was the topic at last night's meeting... For me: I have gained... the freedom to answer my phone whenever it rings without worrying about remembering who I talked to, what I said or whether I made an a$$ of myself during the conversation. freedom from having to check Facebook first thing in the mo...
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Problems with disruptive member during meetings
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At my first meeting, a young lady with about 9 months of sobriety introduced herself and introduced me to some other ladies and was very friendly. Since then, she seems to have latched onto me and sits with me at every single meeting. (small town, limited meeting options, mostly same group of people at...
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What is the line between someone helping and someone not minding their own side of the street?
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20 days sober.... In the beginning of my journey I went to meetings every single day. Withdrawals got really bad last week and I stayed in bed for 3 days in a row. When I came back & was asked where I'd been, I was honest. But someone asked me if I had started drinking again and told me I should just tell th...
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al-ateen sponsors
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Hi, I was wondering if you could help me. Are people who go to aa allowed to be sponsors for al-ateen? I have an issue with a male who sponsors our children's al-ateen group. He has made inappropriate comments to myself. I have spoken to another sponsor of the group. The other female adult responses...
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New to the board but need to share
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I'm new to the board but not to AA. It took me many years and many visits to local meeting to finally stop drinking and I've not had a drink in over 17 years. However, I stopped going to meetings probably about 15 years ago as I got fed up of the bickering, backstabbing and the constant reference to members d...
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