Alcoholics Anonymous

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

The important thing is not to stop questioning. --Albert EinsteinWe used to think we knew it all. We had grandiose ideas about ourselves. We stopped asking hard questions that could cause our fragile world of make-believe and deviousness to come crashing down. We protected our addiction by fleein...

pinkchip · pinkchip

I cut off a few folks for the interest of my sobriety when I came into the rooms. Hence, when I was getting sober, I had no friends or significant other pressuring me to drink any more at all. All my friends were pretty much from AA for a good 2 years. In that time, I have now seen, my ex come in (though not st...

Wren · Wren

This is a reading from today's Night Light, a book by Hazelden that I've had for years. I thought I'd share this one. In the midst of winter, I finally learned there was in me an invincible summer~ Albert Camus When things seem to be going badly and everyone appears to be against us, what do we see? Do we th...

justadrunk · justadrunk

http://www.askmen.com/money/body_and_mind_150/177_better_living.html

John · John

Jerry F · Jerry F

That was the response from my sponsor this morning as I spoke about the 7th stop yesterday by the police which shouldn't have been a stop but was. My sponsor is a native cultural recovering person like myself and of course I was looking for feedback on my journey. If I was still drinking I'd be in jail s...

Tomas · Tomas

. The extent of my exposure to the news goes little beyond what I glean from Yahoo. No Im not in jail.. worseIm a sailor, lately spending much of my time at sea. I was reading about this guy Charlie.. whats his name who was making an obscene amount of money as a TV actor on some situation comedy.. He got drun...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

God's Will How do we know what God's will is, especially when we're running around with a severe case of self-will run riot? How can we make sure the choices we're making are God's will when our options seem confusing and we're not sure what to do? What about when we do something we think is God's will and i...

SoberSteve · SoberSteve

Got diagnosed friday :( They dont know if its type 2 or 1, got me on metaformin for a week and checking #'s at drs office it was 234, got it down to 143... sucks :(

justadrunk · justadrunk

My son teaches me more than I teach him... well, both my kids actually. They give me CONSTANT growth opportunities. CONSTANT much needed practice at patience and tolerance. They are so generously themselves, so different from me, but so very the same when I look at the person I was meant to be... th...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Gossip barbed with our anger, a polite form of murder by character assassination, has its satisfactions for us, too. Here we are not trying to help those we criticize; we are trying to proclaim our own righteousness. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 67 Sometimes I don't realize that I gossip...

Angell · Angell

In the wee hours of the morning on Thursday I found myself in the emergency room at the hospital after work. It was my heart. Twenty years clean has healed alot of the physical problems brought on by active addiction but there is some wreckage that can't be resolved and the damage done to my heart falls in...

John · John

Soldier sues hospital over penis amputation 38 35062Wednesday, 3 October 2012 A former US soldier is suing a hospital claiming that excessive ice-pack treatment on his groin led to the amputation of his penis. Michael Nash claims that a nurse repeatedly put ice packs on him after surgery, c...

Closer · Closer

(Edited this entire post which discusses relapse and glorifies violent crime.) sincerely, "closer" -- Edited by pinkchip on Sunday 14th of October 2012 08:41:13 PM

justadrunk · justadrunk

Do any of you refer to this board in your everyday life, with your family or friends out side of AA, or in? I have a few - maybe 4 times. A couple times to my sponsor - talking about how online support seems like it could really be something younger ones sobering up could latch onto. She's around 50 I think...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

A person shows their true self by how much they need other people. --Anonymous What giving we have discovered in our Fellowship! From the very first meeting, we received an outstretched hand that offered us help. People gave freely and asked nothing in return. We, who had known so much taking, could h...

nezyb · nezyb

Today was going to be a banner day in my life. A changing day, as Dr Phil likes to say....

We were going to court, my son and I, before the judge to have my legal guardianship finalized. Due to the fact that he is a vulernable adult, forever a man-child, he needs a guardian to help him navigate life and ens...

turninggrey · turninggrey

So if you are handed lemons----- I have my foot up, eating Greek Yogart(thanks Wren) Drinking lots of water (Thanks Dean) And giving myself milk and honey enemas (Thanks Pappy) One of the things I have done while sitting here is getting tech saavy. I have installed a VOIP phone called "Magic Jac...

barisax · barisax

Experience isn't just everything that has happened to us and everything we've done, it's how it has shaped us, how we've dealt with it, reacted to it, and how it shapes our dealings today. The exact same thing can happen to two people, but their experience may be completely different. I believe exper...

LinBabaAgo-go · LinBabaAgo-go

It's been a few years since I picked up a drink, in twenty years I've drank twice, and in neither instance was the alcohol the problem. My spiritual condition was the problem, my emotional condition, even my health, physical and mental played a part. Sobriety, to me, means healthy in mind, body and spi...

cag333 · cag333

Hello everyone. I dont know why I am sharing this. I guess I hope to find people with similar feelings at this moment or sometime in their life. I have been sober for 63 days. YAy. well I woke up today and went to class and ended up zoning out and I found this in my notebook. It explained how I was feeling at tha...

turninggrey · turninggrey

Good over evil. A Higher Power. Great graphics. Just keepin' it simple! Tom

Mike B. · Mike B.

I took my car to the garage. Suspected the wheel bearing or cv unit was gone on the driver's side. I had another vehicle to use in the interim. The garage calls and tells me the car is done and ready for pickup. They informed me the only problem I had was a loose tire. My initial reaction was- what, that...

Closer · Closer

Sometimes a good song is better than a case of beer...What are you listening to these days... Im enjoying this one, old but good... Don't think sorry's easily said Don't try turning tables instead Youv'e taken lots of chances before But I'm not gonna give anymore Don't ask me That's how it goes Cause pa...

turninggrey · turninggrey

So on the busted leg front, today was the day I got to take off the bandage and was going to be able to wash the old leg. It was wrapped up for a week. When I pulled off the bangage the outdide incision was not good. That is where the bone broke the skin. Sooo I am back on an antibotic, hoping it heals up so the pl...

StPeteDean · StPeteDean

It's already in the 30's at night there. 60 gallons of paint has my name on it. See you soon. Dean -- Edited by StPeteDean at 15:53, 2008-09-30

nezyb · nezyb

It's o'dark thirty here in the Great Pacific Northwest, so not my time of day.

Been awake for a couple of hours now, finally gave up trying to go back to sleep. The hamster was on the wheel, running in circles, round and round and round. The good thing is that a couple of years ago, this was a daily(or nig...

justadrunk · justadrunk

Today I am home alone. Well not completely alone - my kids are here of course. Just as I emerged with this sentence, it occured to me that in my drinking life, I would be completely blacked out, passed out and gone by now. 8:21 pm. My kids, would likely not be asleep yet. They would be wondering why Mom...

odat · odat

Welp, this is it...tomorrow I move back to the city... "I Don't Know" are the most important words I can say today. I don't know what is next, who I will meet, how things will be. All I know is if I take care of myself and my illness I'll do ok. God will bring me everything I need. Self-care is impor...

Mike B. · Mike B.

I've learned through The 12 Step process and working The Program of AA that a power outside myself exist. He was always there for me, but I would walk through the gifts and treated them as accomplishments. The lessons sent my way(many of them painful) I blew through and failed to heed the warnings. T...

odat · odat

On pg 88 BB I ask God every morning to help me be watchful of excitement. Excitement is a defect of character which leads me to being dishonest and looking for the old queer idea of fun I was addicted to...wanting attention and approval and going to places I really don't need to be. Even happiness is a word...

John · John

Hi everyone! Please give a warm thanks to Rob84 and Pinkchip for their willingness to provide their service on MIP's AA message board as moderators. They will help us continue offering a safehaven to our board visitors seeking support and help via AA and the online community. They are respons...

barisax · barisax

I came in late to the "Dated" thread, so I thought I'd start a new one. Someone there mentioned AA being used as "talk therapy" and thus watering down the program. I don't know if I agree that having discussion meetings waters down AA. I've always been a talker. I've been to the...

Mason · Mason

Hello I have a friend who would like to talk to people in Recovery, he has reached out from a Wisconsin prison, If anyone feels like doing some service work please write to : Jacob Muller #455495 Unit 15 Kettle Moraine Correctional Institution P.O. Box 282, W9071 Forest Drive Plymouth, WI 53073-0282...

emy · emy

Last Thursday I got really, really ridiculously physically ill. Ever since I was in high school I've known that when I'm about to throw up, I have a tendency to pass out (which I also now suspect is a vasovagal response) so, I was laying in bed after I had already thrown up at least a couple times, when I sta...

justadrunk · justadrunk

When I'm really happy and excited, it isn't a fleeting moment of joy. It isn't just that synthetic feeling I get after 2 drinks that only hangs on 10 minutes... which I pay for dearly with hours and sometimes days of drunken stooper. It's more like that feeling you get when you're 6, and you know it's th...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

Enjoy your day, zzworldontheweb! So nice to see you still here & going strong. God bless you in your sobriety, Danielle x

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

October 8, 2012 Quote of the Week "H.A.L.T. - Hungry Angry Lonely Tired" One of the things we get in recovery is a "spiritual toolkit" that contains new ways of thinking about and dealing with life. Before recovery so many situations and people used to baffle me, and I was il...

aliasisme · aliasisme

So, between everything in my life things have been very crazy. School for all of us, lots of homework for myself, lots of work and lots of things going on with the kids. Football, dance, birthdays and such. I coach my daughters cheer squad so we had that all day Saturday, kind of a competition but everyon...

turninggrey · turninggrey

So after writing that I was off Oxycodone 10 days ago, I went 3 days without it, and then the pain started showing up again. I think it was due to me doing more with the leg. So I have been min running the dosage for 6 days. I am taking Percoset 5/325 (whatever that means) amd the dose is 1 every 4 to 6 hours....

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

Being open Sometimes we think we're supposed to have more recovery under our belts. Perhaps we feel the need to impress our peers with our success in staying off mind-altering chemicals. But perhaps we are really just trying to convince ourselves. We know how difficult recovery is, and surely our Hi...

Sobrietyspell · Sobrietyspell

. . . and when we were wrong promptly admitted it. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 59 I was beginning to approach my new life of sobriety with unaccustomed enthusiasm. New friends were cropping up and some of my battered friendships had begun to be repaired. Life was exciting, and I even began to enjoy my wo...

justadrunk · justadrunk

C, E-flat and G go into a bar. The bartender says, sorry, but we dont serve minors. So E-flat leaves, and C and G have an open fifth between them. After a few drinks, the fifth is diminished and G is out flat. F comes in and tries to augment the situation, but is not sharp enough. D comes in and heads for the bat...

justadrunk · justadrunk

Today's thought from Hazelden is: Being open Sometimes we think we're supposed to have more recovery under our belts. Perhaps we feel the need to impress our peers with our success in staying off mind-altering chemicals. But perhaps we are really just trying to convince ourselves. We know how diffi...

justadrunk · justadrunk

I guess the reason I held onto those resentments, babied them and nurtured them, was because if I flip that same card over, they become excuses. If I have excuses, I can use them for reasons to behave badly, to drink, to whine and complain... to feel really sorry for myself. In this program, I don't allo...

Pythonpappy · Pythonpappy

One could say that I had a happy childhood, although I showed little talent for being happy. -- Samuel Beckett Our choices in relationships, careers, lifestyle, and expression of feelings and talents are often the result of our upbringing. Has the social climate changed significantly since our ch...

Wren · Wren

Y'know, when I first came into the program, and I read those 12 Steps, I was in awe. So much to aspire to! If I do ALL those steps, I'm going to be, like, a SAINT. Can I live up to that? I was totally intimidated, but just as I was told, I hung onto those first three until I was urged to move further. (omg, did I w...

turninggrey · turninggrey

Before: After:[IMG]https://i266.photobucket.com/albums/ii277/turninggrey/brokenfoot005....

rellik · rellik

First off if I am being rude or invasive by seaking anwers here I apologize. My wife has recently went to rehab and is now back home trying to be sober (unsucesfully) I know her and lover her very much. And she IS trying. I am going to al-anon meetings and reading the big book. I am gaining understandin...

sorrowfloats · sorrowfloats

I have only been to one meeting so far. I went yesterday, and noticed the car (big ole jeep with big ole tires, hard to miss) of a co-worker. He is very open about his issues, and has been sober for years. I didn't go in. I am not ready to let people know...very scared of the failure, and even when I do, thi...

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	Today's Gift 10-17 (Preview) The important thing is not to stop questioning. --Albert EinsteinWe used to think we knew it all. We had grandiose ideas about ourselves. We stopped asking hard questions that could cause our fragile world of make-believe and deviousness to come crashing down. We protected our addiction by fleein...	Pythonpappy	2	502	Oct 18, 2012 by Mr_David
	The ones we leave behind...They catch up (Preview) I cut off a few folks for the interest of my sobriety when I came into the rooms. Hence, when I was getting sober, I had no friends or significant other pressuring me to drink any more at all. All my friends were pretty much from AA for a good 2 years. In that time, I have now seen, my ex come in (though not st...	pinkchip	6	660	Oct 18, 2012 by odat
	Night Light (Preview) This is a reading from today's Night Light, a book by Hazelden that I've had for years. I thought I'd share this one. In the midst of winter, I finally learned there was in me an invincible summer~ Albert Camus When things seem to be going badly and everyone appears to be against us, what do we see? Do we th...	Wren	6	615	Oct 17, 2012 by vixen
	I didn't know how to apologize. (Preview) http://www.askmen.com/money/body_and_mind_150/177_better_living.html	justadrunk	5	600	Oct 17, 2012 by vixen
	A Great Accoustic Guitarist, Vocalist and Song... (hope ya like) (Preview)	John	7	522	Oct 17, 2012 by Mike B.
	"Get a different truck" (Preview) That was the response from my sponsor this morning as I spoke about the 7th stop yesterday by the police which shouldn't have been a stop but was. My sponsor is a native cultural recovering person like myself and of course I was looking for feedback on my journey. If I was still drinking I'd be in jail s...	Jerry F	16	713	Oct 17, 2012 by justadrunk
	Statistics Are for Losers (Preview) . The extent of my exposure to the news goes little beyond what I glean from Yahoo. No Im not in jail.. worseIm a sailor, lately spending much of my time at sea. I was reading about this guy Charlie.. whats his name who was making an obscene amount of money as a TV actor on some situation comedy.. He got drun...	Tomas	7	1542	Oct 17, 2012 by Rob84
	Today's Gift 10-15 (Preview) God's Will How do we know what God's will is, especially when we're running around with a severe case of self-will run riot? How can we make sure the choices we're making are God's will when our options seem confusing and we're not sure what to do? What about when we do something we think is God's will and i...	Pythonpappy	3	523	Oct 17, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	Diabetes.... (Preview) Got diagnosed friday :( They dont know if its type 2 or 1, got me on metaformin for a week and checking #'s at drs office it was 234, got it down to 143... sucks :(	SoberSteve	21	752	Oct 16, 2012 by barisax
	Gratitude for a 6 yr old : ) (Preview) My son teaches me more than I teach him... well, both my kids actually. They give me CONSTANT growth opportunities. CONSTANT much needed practice at patience and tolerance. They are so generously themselves, so different from me, but so very the same when I look at the person I was meant to be... th...	justadrunk	5	698	Oct 16, 2012 by michaelwintrss
	Daily Reflections ~ My Checklist, Not Yours & 24hrs a Day (Preview) Gossip barbed with our anger, a polite form of murder by character assassination, has its satisfactions for us, too. Here we are not trying to help those we criticize; we are trying to proclaim our own righteousness. TWELVE STEPS AND TWELVE TRADITIONS, p. 67 Sometimes I don't realize that I gossip...	Sobrietyspell	1	963	Oct 16, 2012 by Mr_David
	A good day to live (Preview) In the wee hours of the morning on Thursday I found myself in the emergency room at the hospital after work. It was my heart. Twenty years clean has healed alot of the physical problems brought on by active addiction but there is some wreckage that can't be resolved and the damage done to my heart falls in...	Angell	10	543	Oct 16, 2012 by Rob84
	And we've had a bad day??? (Preview) Soldier sues hospital over penis amputation 38 3 5062Wednesday, 3 October 2012 A former US soldier is suing a hospital claiming that excessive ice-pack treatment on his groin led to the amputation of his penis. Michael Nash claims that a nurse repeatedly put ice packs on him after surgery, c...	John	12	738	Oct 15, 2012 by Tanin
	Abuse, Drugs, I dont care anymore. (closed) (Preview) (Edited this entire post which discusses relapse and glorifies violent crime.) sincerely, "closer" -- Edited by pinkchip on Sunday 14th of October 2012 08:41:13 PM	Closer	8	810	Oct 15, 2012 by Wren
	Are we friends? (Preview) Do any of you refer to this board in your everyday life, with your family or friends out side of AA, or in? I have a few - maybe 4 times. A couple times to my sponsor - talking about how online support seems like it could really be something younger ones sobering up could latch onto. She's around 50 I think...	justadrunk	7	654	Oct 15, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	Today's Gift 10-14 (Preview) A person shows their true self by how much they need other people. --Anonymous What giving we have discovered in our Fellowship! From the very first meeting, we received an outstretched hand that offered us help. People gave freely and asked nothing in return. We, who had known so much taking, could h...	Pythonpappy	3	507	Oct 15, 2012 by Mr_David
	Pride and ego and what I learned about mine today (Preview) Today was going to be a banner day in my life. A changing day, as Dr Phil likes to say.... We were going to court, my son and I, before the judge to have my legal guardianship finalized. Due to the fact that he is a vulernable adult, forever a man-child, he needs a guardian to help him navigate life and ens...	nezyb	12	823	Oct 14, 2012 by justadrunk
	Turning down time into--tech time. (Preview) So if you are handed lemons----- I have my foot up, eating Greek Yogart(thanks Wren) Drinking lots of water (Thanks Dean) And giving myself milk and honey enemas (Thanks Pappy) One of the things I have done while sitting here is getting tech saavy. I have installed a VOIP phone called "Magic Jac...	turninggrey	6	545	Oct 14, 2012 by turninggrey
	What Does Experience Mean To You? (Preview) Experience isn't just everything that has happened to us and everything we've done, it's how it has shaped us, how we've dealt with it, reacted to it, and how it shapes our dealings today. The exact same thing can happen to two people, but their experience may be completely different. I believe exper...	barisax	10	638	Oct 14, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	What does Sobriety mean to you? (Preview) It's been a few years since I picked up a drink, in twenty years I've drank twice, and in neither instance was the alcohol the problem. My spiritual condition was the problem, my emotional condition, even my health, physical and mental played a part. Sobriety, to me, means healthy in mind, body and spi...	LinBabaAgo-go	29	3765	Oct 14, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	TODAY (Preview) Hello everyone. I dont know why I am sharing this. I guess I hope to find people with similar feelings at this moment or sometime in their life. I have been sober for 63 days. YAy. well I woke up today and went to class and ended up zoning out and I found this in my notebook. It explained how I was feeling at tha...	cag333	13	920	Oct 14, 2012 by Rob84
	Watching Avatar again. (Preview) Good over evil. A Higher Power. Great graphics. Just keepin' it simple! Tom	turninggrey	7	502	Oct 13, 2012 by turninggrey
	Saving Face- Why? (Preview) I took my car to the garage. Suspected the wheel bearing or cv unit was gone on the driver's side. I had another vehicle to use in the interim. The garage calls and tells me the car is done and ready for pickup. They informed me the only problem I had was a loose tire. My initial reaction was- what, that...	Mike B.	11	693	Oct 13, 2012 by justadrunk
	Music... (Preview) Sometimes a good song is better than a case of beer...What are you listening to these days... Im enjoying this one, old but good... Don't think sorry's easily said Don't try turning tables instead Youv'e taken lots of chances before But I'm not gonna give anymore Don't ask me That's how it goes Cause pa...	Closer	16	671	Oct 13, 2012 by justadrunk
	Sigh, Infection (Preview) So on the busted leg front, today was the day I got to take off the bandage and was going to be able to wash the old leg. It was wrapped up for a week. When I pulled off the bangage the outdide incision was not good. That is where the bone broke the skin. Sooo I am back on an antibotic, hoping it heals up so the pl...	turninggrey	11	611	Oct 12, 2012 by pinkchip
	Going to the mountains for few days (Preview) It's already in the 30's at night there. 60 gallons of paint has my name on it. See you soon. Dean -- Edited by StPeteDean at 15:53, 2008-09-30	StPeteDean	7	603	Oct 11, 2012 by StPeteDean
	The house of cards.... (Preview) It's o'dark thirty here in the Great Pacific Northwest, so not my time of day. Been awake for a couple of hours now, finally gave up trying to go back to sleep. The hamster was on the wheel, running in circles, round and round and round. The good thing is that a couple of years ago, this was a daily(or nig...	nezyb	7	618	Oct 11, 2012 by mikef
	Home alone (Preview) Today I am home alone. Well not completely alone - my kids are here of course. Just as I emerged with this sentence, it occured to me that in my drinking life, I would be completely blacked out, passed out and gone by now. 8:21 pm. My kids, would likely not be asleep yet. They would be wondering why Mom...	justadrunk	14	608	Oct 11, 2012 by vixen
	Motives in Recovery (Preview) Welp, this is it...tomorrow I move back to the city... "I Don't Know" are the most important words I can say today. I don't know what is next, who I will meet, how things will be. All I know is if I take care of myself and my illness I'll do ok. God will bring me everything I need. Self-care is impor...	odat	9	1615	Oct 11, 2012 by Mr_David
	My HP works in different ways (Preview) I've learned through The 12 Step process and working The Program of AA that a power outside myself exist. He was always there for me, but I would walk through the gifts and treated them as accomplishments. The lessons sent my way(many of them painful) I blew through and failed to heed the warnings. T...	Mike B.	7	524	Oct 11, 2012 by Mr_David
	Excitement (Preview) On pg 88 BB I ask God every morning to help me be watchful of excitement. Excitement is a defect of character which leads me to being dishonest and looking for the old queer idea of fun I was addicted to...wanting attention and approval and going to places I really don't need to be. Even happiness is a word...	odat	15	998	Oct 11, 2012 by StPeteDean
	welcome our new board moderators! (Preview) Hi everyone! Please give a warm thanks to Rob84 and Pinkchip for their willingness to provide their service on MIP's AA message board as moderators. They will help us continue offering a safehaven to our board visitors seeking support and help via AA and the online community. They are respons...	John	24	690	Oct 11, 2012 by carlasober
	AA as "Talk Therapy" (Preview) I came in late to the "Dated" thread, so I thought I'd start a new one. Someone there mentioned AA being used as "talk therapy" and thus watering down the program. I don't know if I agree that having discussion meetings waters down AA. I've always been a talker. I've been to the...	barisax	20	921	Oct 10, 2012 by justadrunk
	Please Write to my friend who has reached out for help From a Wisconsin Prison, he has a 14 month wait list for a rehab. Please read !!! (Preview) Hello I have a friend who would like to talk to people in Recovery, he has reached out from a Wisconsin prison, If anyone feels like doing some service work please write to : Jacob Muller #455495 Unit 15 Kettle Moraine Correctional Institution P.O. Box 282, W9071 Forest Drive Plymouth, WI 53073-0282...	Mason	19	900	Oct 10, 2012 by Mason
	checking in... life on life's terms? (Preview) Last Thursday I got really, really ridiculously physically ill. Ever since I was in high school I've known that when I'm about to throw up, I have a tendency to pass out (which I also now suspect is a vasovagal response) so, I was laying in bed after I had already thrown up at least a couple times, when I sta...	emy	5	662	Oct 10, 2012 by emy
	Here's why I love AA (Preview) When I'm really happy and excited, it isn't a fleeting moment of joy. It isn't just that synthetic feeling I get after 2 drinks that only hangs on 10 minutes... which I pay for dearly with hours and sometimes days of drunken stooper. It's more like that feeling you get when you're 6, and you know it's th...	justadrunk	7	3839	Oct 10, 2012 by Mr_David
	Happy BB Birthday, ZZ! (Preview) Enjoy your day, zzworldontheweb! So nice to see you still here & going strong. God bless you in your sobriety, Danielle x	Sobrietyspell	6	552	Oct 10, 2012 by justadrunk
	Wisdom of the Rooms (Preview) October 8, 2012 Quote of the Week "H.A.L.T. - Hungry Angry Lonely Tired" One of the things we get in recovery is a "spiritual toolkit" that contains new ways of thinking about and dealing with life. Before recovery so many situations and people used to baffle me, and I was il...	Pythonpappy	5	599	Oct 10, 2012 by Rob84
	Just an update (Preview) So, between everything in my life things have been very crazy. School for all of us, lots of homework for myself, lots of work and lots of things going on with the kids. Football, dance, birthdays and such. I coach my daughters cheer squad so we had that all day Saturday, kind of a competition but everyon...	aliasisme	9	573	Oct 9, 2012 by justadrunk
	Oxycodone and I Part Duex (Preview) So after writing that I was off Oxycodone 10 days ago, I went 3 days without it, and then the pain started showing up again. I think it was due to me doing more with the leg. So I have been min running the dosage for 6 days. I am taking Percoset 5/325 (whatever that means) amd the dose is 1 every 4 to 6 hours....	turninggrey	16	929	Oct 9, 2012 by StPeteDean
	Today's Gift 10-8 (Preview) Being open Sometimes we think we're supposed to have more recovery under our belts. Perhaps we feel the need to impress our peers with our success in staying off mind-altering chemicals. But perhaps we are really just trying to convince ourselves. We know how difficult recovery is, and surely our Hi...	Pythonpappy	3	479	Oct 9, 2012 by Mike B.
	Daily Reflections ~ Daily Inventory & 24hrs a Day (Preview) . . . and when we were wrong promptly admitted it. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 59 I was beginning to approach my new life of sobriety with unaccustomed enthusiasm. New friends were cropping up and some of my battered friendships had begun to be repaired. Life was exciting, and I even began to enjoy my wo...	Sobrietyspell	1	465	Oct 9, 2012 by Mr_David
	Music theory anyone? (Preview) C, E-flat and G go into a bar. The bartender says, sorry, but we dont serve minors. So E-flat leaves, and C and G have an open fifth between them. After a few drinks, the fifth is diminished and G is out flat. F comes in and tries to augment the situation, but is not sharp enough. D comes in and heads for the bat...	justadrunk	6	501	Oct 9, 2012 by Mr_David
	Today's Gift (Preview) Today's thought from Hazelden is: Being open Sometimes we think we're supposed to have more recovery under our belts. Perhaps we feel the need to impress our peers with our success in staying off mind-altering chemicals. But perhaps we are really just trying to convince ourselves. We know how diffi...	justadrunk	2	469	Oct 9, 2012 by Mr_David
	How do I be love? (Preview) I guess the reason I held onto those resentments, babied them and nurtured them, was because if I flip that same card over, they become excuses. If I have excuses, I can use them for reasons to behave badly, to drink, to whine and complain... to feel really sorry for myself. In this program, I don't allo...	justadrunk	13	724	Oct 9, 2012 by Pythonpappy
	Today's Gift 10-7 (Preview) One could say that I had a happy childhood, although I showed little talent for being happy. -- Samuel Beckett Our choices in relationships, careers, lifestyle, and expression of feelings and talents are often the result of our upbringing. Has the social climate changed significantly since our ch...	Pythonpappy	5	429	Oct 9, 2012 by mich
	Giving myself permission (Preview) Y'know, when I first came into the program, and I read those 12 Steps, I was in awe. So much to aspire to! If I do ALL those steps, I'm going to be, like, a SAINT. Can I live up to that? I was totally intimidated, but just as I was told, I hung onto those first three until I was urged to move further. (omg, did I w...	Wren	9	673	Oct 8, 2012 by Mr_David
	Is anyone interested in an update on my foot? (Sorry I'm bored) NOT FOR THE SQUEMISH (Preview) Before: After:[IMG]https://i266.photobucket.com/albums/ii277/turninggrey/brokenfoot005....	turninggrey	23	1040	Oct 7, 2012 by turninggrey
	Question for AWs I need honesty (Preview) First off if I am being rude or invasive by seaking anwers here I apologize. My wife has recently went to rehab and is now back home trying to be sober (unsucesfully) I know her and lover her very much. And she IS trying. I am going to al-anon meetings and reading the big book. I am gaining understandin...	rellik	15	669	Oct 7, 2012 by rellik
	meetings (Preview) I have only been to one meeting so far. I went yesterday, and noticed the car (big ole jeep with big ole tires, hard to miss) of a co-worker. He is very open about his issues, and has been sober for years. I didn't go in. I am not ready to let people know...very scared of the failure, and even when I do, thi...	sorrowfloats	16	740	Oct 7, 2012 by sorrowfloats
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